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doorkeeper. If he takes the stool and sits down beside the
         door and stays there all his life he does this of his own free
         will, there’s nothing in the story to say he was forced to do
         it. On the other hand, the doorkeeper is kept to his post by
         his employment, he’s not allowed to go away from it and it
         seems he’s not allowed to go inside either, not even if he
         wanted to. Also, although he’s in the service of the law he’s
         only there for this one entrance, therefore he’s there only in
         the service of this one man who the door’s intended for.
         This is another way in which he’s his subordinate. We can
         take it that he’s been performing this somewhat empty ser-
         vice for many years, through the whole of a man’s life, as it
         says that a man will come, that means someone old enough
         to be a man. That means the doorkeeper will have to wait a
         long time before his function is fulfilled, he will have to wait
         for as long as the man liked, who came to the door of his
         own free will. Even the end of the doorkeeper’s service is
         determined by when the man’s life ends, so the doorkeeper
         remains his subordinate right to the end. And it’s pointed
         out repeatedly that the doorkeeper seems to know nothing
         of any of this, although this is not seen as anything remark-
         able,  as  those  who  hold  this  view  see  the  doorkeeper  as
         deluded in a way that’s far worse, a way that’s to do with his
         service. At the end, speaking about the entrance he says,
         ‘Now I’ll go and close it’, although at the beginning of the
         story it says the door to the law is open as it always is, but if
         it’s always open always that means it’s open independently
         of the lifespan of the man it’s intended for, and not even the
         doorkeeper will be able to close it. There are various opin-

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