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and pointed at the old man. He spoke evenly and deliber-
       ately.
         ‘Listen,  listen,  monks,  to  the  parricide!’  cried  Fyodor
       Pavlovitch, rushing up to Father Iosif. ‘That’s the answer
       to your ‘shameful!’ What is shameful? That ‘creature,’ that
       ‘woman of loose behaviour’ is perhaps holier than you are
       yourselves, you monks who are seeking salvation! She fell
       perhaps in her youth, ruined by her environment. But she
       loved much, and Christ himself forgave the woman ‘who
       loved much.’’
         ‘It was not for such love Christ forgave her,’ broke impa-
       tiently from the gentle Father Iosif.
         ‘Yes, it was for such, monks, it was! You save your souls
       here, eating cabbage, and think you are the righteous. You
       eat a gudgeon a day, and you think you bribe God with gud-
       geon.’
         ‘This is unendurable!’ was heard on all sides in the cell.
          But this unseemly scene was cut short in a most unex-
       pected way. Father Zossima Father Zossima rose suddenly
       from his seat. Almost distracted with anxiety for the elder
       and everyone else, Alyosha succeeded, however, in support-
       ing him by the arm. Father Zossima moved towards Dmitri
       and reaching him sank on his knees before him. Alyosha
       thought  that  he  had  fallen  from  weakness,  but  this  was
       not so. The elder distinctly and deliberately bowed down
       at Dmitri’s feet till his forehead touched the floor. Alyosha
       was so astounded that he failed to assist him when he got up
       again. There was a faint smile on his lips.
         ‘Good-bye! Forgive me, all of you’ he said, bowing on all

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