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that they tremble or shed tears of emotion in earnest, al-
           though at that very moment, or a second later, they are able
           to  whisper  to  themselves,  ‘You  know  you  are  lying,  you
            shameless old sinner! You’re acting now, in spite of your
           ‘holy’ wrath.’
              Dmitri frowned painfully, and looked with unutterable
            contempt at his father.
              ‘I thought... I thought,’ he said. in a soft and, as it were,
            controlled voice, ‘that I was coming to my native place with
           the angel of my heart, my betrothed, to cherish his old age,
            and I find nothing but a depraved profligate, a despicable
            clown!’
              ‘A duel!’ yelled the old wretch again, breathless and splut-
           tering  at  each  syllable.  ‘And  you,  Pyotr  Alexandrovitch
           Miusov, let me tell you that there has never been in all your
           family a loftier, and more honest — you hear — more hon-
            est woman than this ‘creature,’ as you have dared to call
           her! And you, Dmitri Fyodorovitch, have abandoned your
            betrothed  for  that  ‘creature,’  so  you  must  yourself  have
           thought that your betrothed couldn’t hold a candle to her.
           That’s the woman called a ‘creature.’
              ‘Shameful!’ broke from Father Iosif.
              ‘Shameful and disgraceful!’ Kalganov, flushing crimson
            cried in a boyish voice, trembling with emotion. He had
            been silent till that moment.
              ‘Why is such a man alive?’ Dmitri, beside himself with
           rage, growled in a hollow voice, hunching up his shoulders
           till he looked almost deformed. ‘Tell me, can he be allowed
           to go on defiling the earth?’ He looked round at everyone

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