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‘Ah, that’s lucky,’ cried Alyosha. ‘Then I shall see her here.
       She told me yesterday to be sure to come and see her to-
       day.’
         ‘I  know,  I  know  all.  I’ve  heard  exactly  what  happened
       yesterday- and the atrocious behaviour of that — creature.
       C’est tragique, and if I’d been in her place I don’t know what
       I should have done. And your brother Dmitri Fyodorovitch,
       what do you think of him? — my goodness! Alexey Fyodo-
       rovitch, I am forgetting, only fancy; your brother is in there
       with her, not that dreadful brother who was so shocking
       yesterday,  but  the  other,  Ivan  Fyodorovitch,  he  is  sitting
       with her talking; they are having a serious conversation. If
       you could only imagine what’s passing between them now
       — it’s awful, I tell you it’s lacerating, it’s like some incred-
       ible tale of horror. They are ruining their lives for no reason
       anyone can see. They both recognise it and revel in it. I’ve
       been watching for you! I’ve been thirsting for you! It’s too
       much for me. that’s the worst of it. I’ll tell you all about it
       presently, but now I must speak of something else, the most
       important thing — I had quite forgotten what’s most im-
       portant. Tell me, why has Lise been in hysterics? As soon as
       she heard you were here, she began to be hysterical!’
         ‘Maman,  it’s  you  who  are  hysterical  now,  not  I,’  Lise’s
       voice carolled through a tiny crack of the door at the side.
       Her voice sounded as though she wanted to laugh, but was
       doing her utmost to control it. Alyosha at once noticed the
       crack, and no doubt Lise was peeping through it, but that
       he could not see.
         ‘And  no  wonder,  Lise,  no  wonder...  your  caprices  will
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