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he, with nothing in the world, to raise such a sum? — yet
       to the very end he persisted in hoping that he would get
       that three thousand, that the money would somehow come
       to him of itself, as though it might drop from heaven. That
       is just how it is with people who, like Dmitri, have never
       had anything to do with money, except to squander what
       has come to them by inheritance without any effort of their
       own, and have no notion how money is obtained. A whirl of
       the most fantastic notions took possession of his brain im-
       mediately after he had parted with Alyosha two days before,
       and threw his thoughts into a tangle of confusion. This is
       how it was he pitched first on a perfectly wild enterprise.
       And perhaps to men of that kind in such circumstances the
       most  impossible,  fantastic  schemes  occur  first,  and  seem
       most practical.
          He  suddenly  determined  to  go  to  Samsonov,  the  mer-
       chant  who  was  Grushenka’s  protector,  and  to  propose  a
       ‘scheme’ to him, and by means of it to obtain from him at
       once the whole of the sum required. Of the commercial val-
       ue of his scheme he had no doubt, not the slightest, and was
       only uncertain how Samsonov would look upon his freak,
       supposing  he  were  to  consider  it  from  any  but  the  com-
       mercial point of view. Though Mitya knew the merchant by
       sight, he was not acquainted with him and had never spo-
       ken a word to him. But for some unknown reason he had
       long entertained the conviction that the old reprobate, who
       was lying at death’s door, would perhaps not at all object
       now  to  Grushenka’s  securing  a  respectable  position,  and
       marrying a man ‘to be depended upon.’ And he believed

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