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endary treasure.
         At the end of his first day on the Great Isabel, Decoud,
       turning in his lair of coarse grass, under the shade of a tree,
       said to himself—
         ‘I have not seen as much as one single bird all day.’
         And he had not heard a sound, either, all day but that one
       now of his own muttering voice. It had been a day of abso-
       lute silence—the first he had known in his life. And he had
       not slept a wink. Not for all these wakeful nights and the
       days of fighting, planning, talking; not for all that last night
       of danger and hard physical toil upon the gulf, had he been
       able to close his eyes for a moment. And yet from sunrise to
       sunset he had been lying prone on the ground, either on his
       back or on his face.
          He  stretched  himself,  and  with  slow  steps  descended
       into  the  gully  to  spend  the  night  by  the  side  of  the  sil-
       ver. If Nostromo returned—as he might have done at any
       moment—it was there that he would look first; and night
       would, of course, be the proper time for an attempt to com-
       municate. He remembered with profound indifference that
       he had not eaten anything yet since he had been left alone
       on the island.
          He spent the night open-eyed, and when the day broke
       he ate something with the same indifference. The brilliant
       ‘Son Decoud,’ the spoiled darling of the family, the lover
       of Antonia and journalist of Sulaco, was not fit to grapple
       with himself single-handed. Solitude from mere outward
       condition of existence becomes very swiftly a state of soul
       in which the affectations of irony and scepticism have no
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