Page 33 - February 2021
P. 33

The Universe in You                       Thoreau describes, the spectator.  To me,
         “The mysterious grows more mysterious  that was my higher self, the true me, the

                             at times.”                        sum of all my parts, my totality, and the
        ‘’However intense my experience, I am                  one who I credit with having agreed to
        conscious of the presence and criticism of a  this collaboration with Henry and Brad

        part of me, which, as it were, is not a part           in the first place.  The trouble for me was
        of me, but spectator, sharing no experience,  that I, as puppet, often lacked faith in

        but taking note of it, and that is no more             the I that was my puppet master.  So, no
        I than it is you. When the play, it may be             matter how consistent and reliable the
        the tragedy, of life is over, the spectator            communications with Thoreau were and

        goes his way. It was a kind of fiction, a              no matter how many times I was reassured,
        work of the imagination only, so far as                both by him during the transmissions,

        he was concerned. This doubleness may                  and by the psychics who I sometimes
        easily make us poor neighbors and friends              consulted for a “reality check” along the
        sometimes.’’                                           way, I continued to wonder whether what

        - Henry David Thoreau, Walden (1854)                   I was experiencing could be considered
                                                               real at all.  Still, it went on, and each day

        As the months went by and the                          that I sat at my computer connecting with
        transmissions continued, I became more                 spirit, I allowed myself to venture deeper
        aware of that part of me that was, as                  into their realm.  I would become totally



                                                                                          myindigosun.com      33
   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38