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27. Love at first heartbreak

I can‟t describe what I feel right now

My emotions have been damaged,

I can‟t centralize myself.

I feel not alone but lost and empty

Having misplaced a part of myself recently

With anxiety holding the best shares in this turmoil.

I panic in most instances and am usually lost in my own world.

Being pulled back to that place…

A place that gave me comfort but shut the world out.

I needed to leave.

I wanted to leave so bad.

But I loved him just as much.

With all my being I truly loved him

I knew why and this was pure

To the others it was topsoil but with him,

With him it was fertility at its upmost deepest.

How could I let him go?

Why was I acting so foolishly?

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