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26. Yellow Flags

You don‟t know me but you wished you did

Something didn‟t add up but I held my hand down

We took rides together and had some fun,

But the feeling rested heavily on my gut.

The signs were present, with visions clear as day

But being me, I still loved.

I loved the danger and acceleration of life itself

The feel of being desired was ecstasy to my loins,

Pumping me up till I was full of your drug.

Over and over, love was all you sang

And over and over, belief was all I had

But over and over God had better plans

For me…without sticking yourself into everything.

I was listening clearly now.

I realized that we were swimming in infatuation,

Not desires for an empire.

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