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Thorns in the Heart I

         by them...! Both sides of soldiers doubt even the truth for their short
         lives.
             Tomorrow at his front was the war that had been spreading out
         the honest  blood of  youth  on  over North and South  Vietnam.  The
         young men were old before their age, the love songs were going to
         fading, and bending their honest souls. The sound of love became a
         painful  cry  and  echoed  for  the  young  soldier's  lives.  Because  their
         hands were holding the guns, around them were their  friend dead
         bodies and their lives were too short by the enemy at the front side.
             Tomorrow.  It  was  more  painful  suffering  for  the  young  man
         soldiers that they had been learning to listen and acted by order of
         their commander. Therefore the terrorization of the crook politicians
         set the laws of the draft on the young men necks, put the guns on
         the young soldiers' hands and pushed them out the battle to play the
         dirty death game with the beautiful ideas of love, satisfy and seek
         independence for the country.

             The politicians leaders of both sides used their power to sit in a
         safe place to play other game with their power and money, also they
         were counting the dead enemy bodies on the public radio or TV, and
         didn't  count  their  lot  of  the  young  soldiers'  lives...!  Seemed  they
         didn't  understand  about  the  sorrow,  painful  suffering  and  poor  of
         the  people  by  the  war.  For  them,  the  war  was  the  best  choice  to
         solve  the  interests  of  capitalism,  which  conflict  with  those  of  the
         communism to seek  peace for the people. They had  forgotten the
         people  would  like  to  live  in  peace  with  the  love  of  Christian  and
         civilization,  not  war.  Use  blood  clean  blood;  the  blood  will  be
         spreading out on over...!
             Nguyen was back Nha-Trang city to remember Truong-Thi-Thu-
         Thu-Thao. His lover at the old time of 1964 when he was a military
         student of Air Force. The Number 4th bar was a convenient place for
         their appointment. Sometime Nguyen sat on the folding chair in the
         Number 4th bar area, where was on the sand and under the shadow
         of a young coconut tree to look at Thu-Thu-Thao of a short distance.
         She was playing with the white-crested waves that run on the white-
         sand slope and close to the water. Or she ran after the little crab on

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