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Thorns in the Heart I

             " You think you never fall in love anymore with someone else?
         Do you try to kill your love, because you were afraid of the war or
         because you lost your first  lover? "   Phuong asked while she was
         looking at the heart couple shape of water on the living table.


             Nguyen looked at Phuong, sighed and looked out of the window.
         It was
             dark with the breath of the wind on the top of trees.


             "  I  don't  know.  Maybe  both  of  them.  "    While  he  looked  at
         Phuong
             and continuing his thinking, he replied.


             "  Nguyen,  you  had  wrong...  You  could  not  kill  your  love,  and
         people were dying in the war to get peaceful, so you were afraid or
         not it was the

             same. "


             " Yes, I was wrong... love never come from the war, and Viet-
         Cong  was  shelling  their  rockets  into  the  cities,  and  the  arm  force
         bases anytime at night while the people were sleeping, people were
         afraid to die...!

             Twice, I saw the blood of my friends at the Bien-Hoa Air Force
         base  and  another  at  Pyramid  Radar  of  L-19  base  in  Ban-Me-Thuot
         city  after  the  Tet  Offense.  I  have  seen  the  building  collapsed  over
         people,  dead  bodies  were  under  the  masses of  broken  bricks,  and
         the walls breaking down or the dead bodies laid down on the street,
         because the pieces of rockets cut their throats, their head or punch
         so deep into their bodies, then

             Blood and blood leaked out over their bodies. I have heard the
         crying

             loudly,  creaming,  and  a  deep  groan  of  the  wounded  people,
         which rolled

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