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Thorns in the Heart I

have brought it out and defined it in my hands by touching, with
the tongue

by speaking, my lips by kissing. I lost my love in my unconscious
and

I do not know when and how it has faded. Sometimes I feel that

Love is like funds; I am a wholesaler in this business of profits
and loses. The money comes and goes easily, passing through to
many hands. It is crumpled, tattered and dirty. My love is in the
same state of funds, I brought it into the cases of my passion without
paying attention to it, since I lost my impressed in my soul, my love
dries up like a rock, I should not speak out the words of true love,
because it appears as passion, dishonest in my love words and
suspected... So is it true love or is it just satisfying the demands of
passion ? until now, I still don't understand what kind of love in
myself! I may be wrong... "

Nguyen explained.

Phuong stared into the bottom of a cup of her coffee for a
moment before she said :

" I don't care what did you said and thought about your love, or
maybe you don't want to hurt my feeling. I will not force you to love
me. But from tonight on I would like to live in this house, because
your voice made me feel warm again. What do you think about, yes
or not? "

Nguyen looked at her and shrugged his shoulders.

" Suit yourself. Please note that I have not any ulterior notions in

my head right now, but maybe you will be sorry in the future,
because

I am not a saint or particularity wise. " He said.

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