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Chinh Nguyên

                up and down or laid on the ground to wait for help but there are

                No one can help them at that time, because everyone who can
            be run away to save their lives, the whole area was literally in flames,
            and Viet-Cong was continuing to fire their rocket, and cannon into
            the base from hour to hour. It was like a raining storm and flash of
            lightning with a crash of thunder over the sky. Now, it will happen
            anytime and anywhere! Love was out of our youth's arms...! Instead,
            in  my  hands  were  gun  and  bullets,  and  in  my  heart  was
            vindictiveness . In front of me are enemies. There was no way to get
            out of this tight circle. Most of the young life was burning with the
            war;  there  was  no  time  for  love tender.  Some of  the  youths  were
            looking for a way to live privately and contemplated taking their own
            life. "  Nguyen looked, Phuong, he asked :


                " How could I have time to think of my love...? "

                " Your tender young lover, who came and went. What was her
            name ?"


                Phuong asked with curiosity.

                "  Her name was Hoa; we were a close friend, and clear. After
            she was


                Far  away  from  me,  I  know  the  love  that  I  had  built  up  in  my
            warm heart and feelings of loftiness in my soul of a long time, but I
            did not know about...! Also after she was married, I understand that
            the covetous glances on her sensational eyes, passion in her body,
            and feeling of love that the whole world must rest in her arms. "

                Nguyen said in his low voice.

                Phuong raised her face to him.

                " I disagree with your ideal that you thought about her. "

                "  You  can  disagree  with  me,  Okay,  however,  love  has  many
            meanings. I

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