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G-d’s Hidden Call












                                            a time when G-d’s face is concealed    from another quarter…  U’mi yodei’a im
                                            and it seems as though He has stopped   la’et kazot higa’at lamalchut. And who
                                            communicating with us. The story of    knows – perhaps it was to serve at this
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                                            Esther is alluded to in the warning of   time that you attained royalty.”  This
                                            hester.                                is the ultimate statement of  hashgacha
                                                                                   pratit, Divine Providence. It reflects
                                            Esther is one of only two books in     the fundamental belief that G-d never
                                            Tanach that do not contain the name of   abandons us, that He puts us where
                                            G-d, the other being the Song of Songs.   we are – with these gifts, at this time,
                                            But whereas the Song of Songs is a     with these dangers, and in this place –
                                            book about G-d’s love for us, Esther is a   because we have something to do. Even
                                            fearful book; it records the first warrant   when G-d seems to be “hiding,” if you
                                            for genocide against the Jewish people,   listen hard enough, you can hear Him
                                            the attempt “to destroy, to slay, and to   calling to us as individuals: “U’mi yodei’a
                                            exterminate all Jews, young and old,   im la’et kazot higa’at lamalchut!” Was it
                                            children and women, in a single day.” 3   not for this very challenge that you are
                                            Esther comes from an almost secularized   here in this place at this time?
                                            world, one in which we search for the
                                            presence  of  G-d  in  history  and  fail  to   The third book of the Torah begins
                                            find it.                               with the words, “Vayikra el Moshe,” “And
                                                                                   He called to Moshe.” In a Torah scroll,
                                            Indeed, Purim is the only festival in the   the  word “Vayikra”  is  written  with  a
                                            Jewish year based on an event that took   very small letter aleph at the end, so
                                            place entirely in  galut, in exile. Every   that it could also be read as “vayikar,”
                                            other festival is either based on an event
                                            that happened in Eretz Yisrael or on   “And He happened upon.” These two
                                                                                   words sound the same, but are in fact
                                            the journey toward Eretz Yisrael. Purim   completely different, even opposites.
                                            alone is set in the place of hester panim,
                                            when we are outside of the Land and    Mikreh  describes  something  that
                                            where it is harder to feel the presence of   happens coincidentally, without Divine
                                            G-d.                                   Providence. Mikra, in contrast, is used to
                                                                                   describe a calling from G-d, a direction
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                                            Nevertheless,  there  is  one line in  the   to fulfill a particular task.  Why, then,
             lthough the book of Esther was   Megillah that represents the most    is the  aleph written small, blurring the
             the last book of Tanach to be   powerful statement in Judaism that G-d   line between these two terms? To teach
      A canonized, our Sages attempt to     has not abandoned us.                  us that it is sometimes difficult to hear
      find a hint to it in the Torah: “Esther min   When Esther hesitates to intercede with   G-d’s call. It might even be a silent call,
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      ha-Torah minayin?”   They  find the  hint   King Achashverosh regarding the fate of   a  kol  demama  daka – a voice you can
      in the ominous promise, “V’anochi haster   the Jewish people, given the dangers of   hear only if you are listening. Even in the
      astir panai bayom hahu,” “And I will   doing so, Mordechai responds strongly:   worst hester panim, G-d is always calling
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      hide my face on that day.”  G-d’s most   “If you keep silent at this time, relief   upon us to act.
      fearful warning is that there will come   and deliverance will come to the Jews   One of my great heroes was a man
      a time when there will be hester panim,
                                                                                   called Victor Frankl, a psychotherapist


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