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that all is good when it is with God. They will approach their
               future with a different outlook and the knowing that whatever
               is in store for them it is not there to defeat them. They will
               realise  that  every  problem  they  encounter  they  will  have  a
               solution for. They will approach their future optimistically. As
               we  pointed  out  earlier  this  adult  will  be  experiencing  the
               energies of their past and the unresolved issues that occurred
               there.  Every  passage  of  Saturn  through  their  life  will  have
               carried  a  very  testing  experience  that  will  have  required  a
               ‘letting go’ of some sort and the resistance to this ‘letting go’
               will mean that they are carrying that energy still. By the time
               they arrive at this point in their lives they will no doubt have
               forgotten the incident that is now causing their difficulty.  If
               they  do  remember  they  will  not  realise  the  feelings  they
               experienced full as they are now an adult, and then they were
               younger  and  less  experienced.  They  will  have  forgotten  the
               excuses they gave themselves or the blame they apportioned
               to others for their difficulties. They have pushed the memory
               beyond  the  normal  reach  of  their  consciousness  or  at  least
               erased  the  detail  for  the  pain  it  causes  them.  Though  they
               might feel that they have managed this well, yet it will still
               linger until addressed. It will remain, and remain negatively,
               until  it  is  understood  for  its  positive  benefits  and  this
               positivity integrated into their psyche. This positivity will be
               empowering or at least the restoration of the power that they
               had given to the negativity of the situation. Should the event
               have  caused  anger  or  hate  to  manifest  from  the  dark  or
               shadow side of the human, their dominant ego side, then they
               have in essence surrendered their power to that side and the
               hate and anger will continue to reside within the behaviour of
               that  person,  constantly  ready  to  react  to  the  slightest
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