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you will always find some benefit, If you choose to
experience solely through your ego mind you will ‘suffer’ the
results of such folly and the consequences of living life of
blind obedience and dependence. This is the dilemma facing
the twenty eight year old, the confusion of indecision, and the
need for allegiance to the system or to the self. There is also
the sensation of time passing and the impending milestone in
life. Saturn to some appears as the ‘grim reaper’ and to others
as the ‘midwife’, the terminator or the birther. The former as
it is to the spiritually unaware and the latter as it is to the
spiritually aware. This coming year can be one of celebration
or remorse. This is the time for you to account to yourself for
how your previous years had been spent, learning or
bemoaning, in truth or illusion, in Spirit or in ego. The real
you is the integrated body and Spirit. Are you that human
Being?

By now the adult in its twenty ninth year will be very
conscious that all is not well within its being. There will be a
sense of constant struggle, a sense that is almost impossible to
understand. This discomfort will be felt even though there
may be no apparent material or physical reason for it. There
will be a feeling that one is about to loose or has already lost
something, a sense of something missing. We have spoken
previously of the unidentifiable hunger that the developing
human suffers when there is an absence of awareness of God
in their lives, this then is that same hunger. There will be
many attempts to find a satisfaction for that longing but if
there is little or no knowledge of Spirit then there will be no
place for the sufferer to look. Yes there will always be