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EtheRealization

          He was taken aback. Big moment. I hoped no frazzled off-duty
        magician would suddenly stagger in from an afternoon performance
        in front of a rowdy crowd of tough-to-misdirect five-year-olds.
          The  logistical  question  grabbed  his  attention  rather  than  my
        shabby  imitation  of  a  highbrow  Santa  Claus.  “Yes,  that’s  about  it.
        The basic design is on my laptop; parts of it are easily scaled up. You
        see,  the  basic  problem  is  to  combine  a  semi-soft  matrix  for  the
        downloaded  personality  and  memory,  then  allow  it  to  grow  and
        develop through time. That is tricky: think of it as an implant in the
        body over which one’s own tissue grows, engulfing an armature that
        will dissolve and be replaced. Not a great analogy, but it will have to
        do. I’ll need a few test subjects, of course: not a problem, as long as
        their egos don’t blow out the system.”
          That was meant to be funny, so I chuckled along with him. I took
        out another of my cards, wrote a large number with a dollar sign to
        the left and handed it to him. Instead of palming it he stared at the
        figure. Then he looked at me.
          “This is on the level?”
          “Yes. You can go with me to the bank tomorrow, sign a receipt
        and transfer the money. The foundation will monitor your progress
        quarterly, and expect a final report upon completion of your work. If
        you agree to those terms, the formalities have ended.”
          “What have I got to lose? I go on duty at two o’clock. Meet me
        here at one: my bank is about three blocks from here.”
          I  smiled  and  shook  his  hand.  Turning  to  leave,  I  checked  my
        watch;  still  on  my  wrist.  Outside  in  the  setting  sun  the  magic  of
        impending night could not compete with what I’d felt in that bar. I’d
        reversed  roles  with  Hart  Knox,  the  part-time  prestidigitator:  he
        believed in my act—or had a better act than I believed. It mattered
        not to me, as long he took the money. My job was almost done, and I
        would make another effort at holding on to the fee I would receive
        from Al Magnus.
          Six months later, wondering where all the bills had come from, I
        found something else in my post office box: an article clipped and
        forwarded by one of the people working for Al Magnus on research
        for my missions. It was from the Journal of Abnormal Psychology,
        dated one month earlier. It seems that three young people had been
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