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Without any anaesthetic, they cut that thing open and
          squeezed it out. You could hear me scream a mile away.

          I couldn’t walk properly or sit down for days — maybe

          weeks.

          By this time, my stepfather had remarried. So, I took my

          little  girl  to  the  country  and  left  her  with  them,
          promising to come back for her when I could. Of course,

          they took good care of her. I went back a few times, but

          not often enough for her to know me.

          Meanwhile, I was struggling. I was having more babies.

          I even had twins — that was an experience I will never
          forget. I never knew that I was having twins until they

          were born. The doctor said after the first one came out,
          “I think there is another one there.” The problem was,

          they were both girls.


          The father hated that. If only they were boys.  So, he
          decided that I was no good — because I couldn’t give

          him  boys.  His  friend  had  boys,  and  he  didn’t.  I  was
          abused without mercy. Because of his abuse, I suffered

          two miscarriages. Who knows — those could have been
          the boys.

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