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Will the Real Christians March?

            pause, Steven continued.  “It’s just that I’ve been ask-
            ing myself a lot lately, is God pleased with the choices
            we’ve made? Is he okay with the lifestyle that we’re in-
            volved in?”
                 Peter  imploringly  responded,  “But  God  ordained
            this.”
                 Steven said, ”No, Peter, I’m not sure that God agrees
            with this lifestyle. Did God  create  a man and  a wom-
            an to dwell together as one? Did President Williams die
            without a cause? Was her death in vain? Peter, I want a
            son and a daughter, and I can’t give you that; neither
            can you give me that.”
                 Peter said, “But I thought that we decided that we
            were going to adopt, remember?”
                 Steven looked at the floor as tears streamed down
            his face, “But it’s not the same as having your biological
            children Peter. I’m sorry, Peter, but things just aren’t the
            same anymore.”
                 Peter   was    stunned    by    Steven’s    admission.
            Before  Steven,  he  had always considered  alternative
            lovers.
                 But he had chosen to remain faithful to Steven;
            there was nev- er a plan B. With a tone of frustration, Pe-
            ter roughly asked, “So what are you telling me?”
                 Steven continued to weep.
                 “And to think of ll the years I’ve invested in this mar-
            riage,
                 Peter said fiercely.
                 Steven turned with that serious look that still held his
            trademark warm eyes. He dried the tears from his face,
            “I’ve invested years in this marriage as well,” he said.
                 Peter  glared at Steven  as if he  were  his gravest
            enemy. There was no trace of tears, not in his eyes or
            the track marks on his reddening face. He narrowed his
            eyes. And in a rigid, cold, stern manner, he responded,
            “But not as I have. To think of all of the men I’ve passed
            up just so that I could be faithful to you and build a fam-
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