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‫ﺑﻌﺾ ا ﻣﺎﻧﻲ ﺗﻔﻘﺪ ﻗﻴﻤﺘﻬﺎ اذا ﻣﺎ اﺗﺖ ﻣﺘﺄﺧﺮة ج‪44‬‬

‫واﻧﺎ ﻓﻲ اﻟﻄﺮﻳﻖ ﻋﻠﻰ اﻟﺒﻴﺖ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻣﺪﻧﻲ دي ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻲ ﺗﻜﺎد ﺗﺒﺪو ﻏﺮﻳﺒﺔ ﻏﺮﻳﺒﺔ‪ ..‬وﻧﺎﻗﺼﺔ ﻣﻊ اﻧﻮ‬
‫ﻳﺪاب ﻣﺎ ﻓﺎﺗﺖ دﻗﺎﻳﻖ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻔﺮ وﻓﺎء‪ ..‬ﺑﻘﻴﺖ ﻣﺸﻐﻞ ا ﻏﺎﻧﻲ واﻟﻐﺼﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺣﻠﻘﻲ وﻛﻨﺖ ﻟﻤﻦ ﺗﺠﻲ‬
‫ﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﺣﺰﻳﻨﺔ أﺑﻜﻲ ﻣﻌﺎﻫﺎ وﻟﻤﻦ ﺗﻜﻮن ﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﺣﺐ أﺗﺬﻛﺮ ﺣﺎﺟﺎﺗﻨﺎ اﻟﺤﻠﻮة واﺑﺘﺴﻢ ﺑﺮاي وﻟﻤﻦ ﺗﺠﻲ ﻏﻨﻴﺔ‬
‫ﻓﺮاق اﺑﻜﻲ ﺗﺎﻧﻲ‪ ..‬ﺑﺎﻟﺠﺪ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻣﺠﻤﻮﻋﺔ ﻣﺸﺎﻋﺮ ﻣﺘﺒﻌﺜﺮة وﻣﺘﻮاﻟﻴﺔ اﺗﺪاﺧﻠﺖ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻛﻠﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ اﻟﻠﺤﻈﺎت‬

‫دﻳﻚ ‪ ..‬ﻓﻀﻠﺖ ﺑﺎﻟﺤﺎل دا ﻟﻐﺎﻳﺔ ﻣﺎ وﺻﻠﺖ اﻟﺒﻴﺖ‪.‬‬
‫واﻧﺎ داﺧﻞ اﻟﺒﻴﺖ ﻟﻘﻴﺖ اﻟﺸﻐﺎﻟﺔ ﻛﻮت اﻟﻬﺪوم ﻧﺎدﻳﺖ ﺧﺎﻟﺪ ﺷﻠﻨﺎﻫﻢ وﻃﻠﻌﻨﺎ ﻓﻮق ﻧﺮﺗﺐ ﻓﻲ ﺷﻨﻄﺘﻲ‬

‫وﺷﻨﻄﺘﻮ وﻣﺸﻐﻠﻴﻦ اﻏﺎﻧﻲ‪ ..‬ﻛﻨﺎ ا ﺗﻨﻴﻦ ﺷﻐﺎﻟﻴﻦ ﻧﺮﺗﺐ ﻓﻲ ﺻﻤﺖ‪ .‬وﻛﺎن ﺻﻮت ا ﻏﺎﻧﻲ ﻫﻮ اﻟﻠﻲ ﻛﺎ‬
‫ﻓﺮاغ اﻟﻐﺮﻓﺔ‪..‬‬

‫اﻧﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺑﻔﻜﺮ ﻛﻴﻒ أوﺟﻪ أﻣﻲ وأﺑﻮي ﺑﻤﻮﺿﻮع ﺳﻔﺮي ﺑﻌﺪ ﺑﻜﺮة دا‪ ..‬ﻛﻠﻤﺎ أﻓﻜﺮ ﻓﻲ اﻟﻤﻮاﺟﻬﺔ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ‬
‫ﻳ ب وﻳﺘﻤﻠﻜﻨﻲ ﺧﻮف ﻳﻜﺎد ﻳﻘﻨﻌﻨﻲ اﻧﻮ اﺗﻨﺎزل ﻋﻦ ﻓﻜﺮة اﻟﺴﻔﺮ ﻣﻦ أﺳﺎﺳﻬﺎ‪.‬‬

‫وﺟﻮد ﺧﺎﻟﺪ ﻣﻌﺎي ﻓﻲ اﻟﻠﺤﻈﺎت دﻳﻚ ﻛﺎن ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻲ دﻋﻢ ﻣﻌﻨﻮي ﻛﺒﻴﺮ‪ ..‬رﻏﻢ اﻧﻲ ﻣﺎ ﺻﺎرﺣﺘﻮ و‬
‫ﻫﻮ ﻋﺎرف ﺑﺎﻟ اﻋﺎت ال أﻧﺎ اﻟﻌﺎﻳﺸﻬﺎ ‪..‬ﺑﺲ ﻣﺠﺮد وﺟﻮدو ﻣﻌﺎي ﻛﺎن ﻃﺎﻗﺔ اﻳﺠﺎﺑﻴﺔ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻤﻜﻦ‬

‫أﻗﻮل اﻧﻘﺬﺗﻨﻲ ﻣﻦ اي ﻟﺤﻈﺎت ﺟﻨﻮن ﻣﻤﻜﻦ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﺤﺼﻞ ﻣﻌﺎي وﻗﺘﻬﺎ‪.‬‬
‫ﻛﺎﻧﺖ اﻟﻌ ﻳﺔ‪ ..‬ﻗﻠﺖ ل ﺧﺎﻟﺪ‪ :‬ﺟﺎﻫﺰ ﻟﻠﻌﺰوﻣﺔ؟!‬
‫ﺧﺎﻟﺪ ﺑﻔﺮح‪ :‬اﻛﻴﺪ ﺟﺎﻫﺰ ﻳﺎ أﻧﻮري‪..‬‬

‫ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻴﻮ ﻃﻴﺐ ﻏﻴﺮ ﻫﺪوﻣﻚ ﺑﻨﺰل ﺗﺤﺖ وﺑﺠﻴﻚ‪ ..‬ﻧﺰﻟﺖ ﺗﺤﺖ ﻟﻘﻴﺖ أﻣﻲ ﻣﺠﻬﺰة ﺳﻤﻚ ﻓﻨﺎن‪ ..‬ﺧﺘﻴﺖ‬
‫ﻣﻨﻮ وﻣﻦ اﻟﺴﻠﻄﺔ ﻓﻲ اﻟﻌﻤﻮد وﻋﺒﻴﺖ اﻟﺤﻔﺎﻇﺔ ﻋﺼﻴﺮ ووﺣﺪة ﻣﻮﻳﺔ‪ ..‬وﺷﻠﺖ ﻣﻌﺎي اﻟﻜﺎﻧﻮن واﻟﻔﺤﻢ‬

‫ﺧﺘﻴﺘﻢ ﻓﻲ اﻟﻌﺮﺑﻴﺔ‪..‬‬
‫ﻃﻠﻌﺘﺎ ﻧﺎدﻳﺖ ﺧﺎﻟﺪ وﻧﺰﻟﻨﺎ رﻛﺒﻨﺎ اﻟﻌﺮﺑﻴﺔ وﻃﻠﻌﻨﺎ ﻏﺸﻴﻨﺎ اﻟﻤﻠﺠﺔ ﺷﻠﻨﺎ ﻋﻴﺶ رﻳﻒ‪ ..‬وﻣﻨﻬﺎ اﺗﻮﺟﻬﻨﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ‬
‫اﻟﻤﻨﻄﻘﺔ ال ﻛﺎن ﺑﻠﻘﻰ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ روﺣﻲ‪ ..‬واﻛﺘﺮ ﻣﻜﺎن ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻲ ﺣﺎﻓﺘﻘﺪو ﻓﻲ ﺳﻔﺮي دا‪ ..‬ال ﻣﻜﺎن اﻟﻜﻨﺘﺎ‬

‫ﺑﻘﻌﺪ ﻓﻴﻬﻮ أواﺟﻪ ﻧﻔ واﻧﺎﻗﺸﻬﺎ وﻣﺎ اﻃﻠﻊ ﻣﻨﻮ ا واﻧﺎ ﻣﺎﺧﺬ ﻗﺮار ‪..‬‬
‫اﻟﺒﻴﺎرة ) اﻟﺤﺘﺔ اﻟﻜﺎن ﺟﻴﻨﺎﻫﺎ اﻧﺎ ووﻓﺎء ﻗﺒﻞ ﻓﺘﺮة ﻟﻤﻦ ﺣﻜﺖ ﻟﻲ ﻋﻦ ﻗﺼﺔ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻬﺎ ﻛﻠﻬﺎ (‪..‬‬

‫ﺧﺎﻟﺪ‪ :‬أﻧﻮري اﻧﺖ ﻣﺎش اﻟﺠﺎﻣﻌﺔ ل ﺷﻨﻮ ﺗﺎﻧﻲ؟‬
‫اﻧﺎ‪ :‬ﺧﻠﻮدي ﺑﻄﻞ ﺷﻔﻘﺔ اﺻﺒﺮ ﺣﺘﻌﺮف‪..‬‬

‫ﺧﺎﻟﺪ ﺳﻜﺖ وﺑﻘﻴﻨﺎ ﻣﺸﻐﻠﻴﻦ اﻟﻤﺴﺠﻞ وﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﻣﻨﺰ ﻫﺎ وﻓﺎء ﺑﺘﺎﻋﺖ ﻓﺮﻗﺔ اﺳﻤﻬﺎ ‪:spice girl‬‬

‫‪Do you still remember how we used to be? Feeling together, believing whatever my love‬‬

‫‪has said to me. Both of us were dreamers, young love in the sun... Felt like my savior,‬‬

‫‪my spirit I gave ya, we'd only just begun‬‬

‫‪Always be mine,‬‬

‫‪Viva forever, I'll be waiting… Everlasting like the sun‬‬

‫‪Live forever, for the moment… Ever searching for the one‬‬