Page 70 - Written Feelings

Sadistic god

I wonder, is God sadistic?
Finding joy in people's pain?
I was never pessimistic
But all I can hear is rain

Who said that life should be hard?
Why is that a given rule
Is our almighty god
Simply that unfair and cruel?

Is our crying that amusing?
Is it music to the heavens?
Manipulating us and using
Us until we give up living

He made us, he gave us brains
He gave us a mind and will
Desires that bring us pain
And a life much more like hell

I’m hoping when doomsday comes
I'll be lying in my grave
I'll be buried in the slumps
Hollow of the soul He gave