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           frustrated. It was my lowest point   clear understanding of the Dharma,   Nirvāṇa. So, we correct our views by
           in life, and I even thought about   so we need to train the mind, but   applying the methods we learnt in
           giving up the monk’s robe. I talked   not forcing and exerting the mind   our daily lives and continue to refine
           to Sayadaw about my intention of   too much. Ajahn Chah gave a very   them, until you reach the destination.
           leaving the monastery to find the   good metaphor: suppose you bring
           next teacher, but Sayadaw adviced   an expensive pen to the monastery   Can you introduce to our readers
           me to stay and continue with my   today, and when you feel for it in   your favorite book?
           practice. Instead, I left feeling very   your front pocket and find that it’s   “Old Path White Clouds” by Thich
           disheartened and depressed. The   not there, you panic because you   Nhat Hanh is an excellent book. It
           methods that Sayadaw taught was   don’t see the truth. You get upset   tells the life stories and teachings
           great, but I did not think I was a   and cannot stop worrying about the   of the Buddha in a very humanized
           suitable fit. I wandered around   lost pen, whether you are standing,   way. It has been a while since I last
           learning from teacher to teacher.   walking or sitting down. However,   read a book. These days, I spend
                                             you realized that when you went   more time reading sūtras.
           In 2006, I met and studied under   to bathe, you took the pen out and
           Sayadaw U Tejaniya, where his     left it in your back pocket. As soon   What are your future plans? Are
           teaching style encouraged self-   as you remembered this, all the   you going to stay in Malaysia or
           discovery rather than telling us   negative emotions melt away, even   returning to Plum Village?
           what to do. One day, I sat down on   without seeing your pen.
           a recliner chair after some very                                    It depends. I am currently residing in
           intense meditation practice. I felt   As you have taught in many    Bukit Besar, Kulim, and I also share
           very relaxed, and I could clearly hear   different countries, can you tell us   what I have learnt in Ireland and
           the natural orchestra of birds singing   about your experience of teaching   United States once a year. Let’s see.
           and insects chirping. I experienced   Western and Asian audience?
           the taste of tranquillity that evening,                             What are your thoughts on the
           and it was an awakening moment.   The mindset of a Westerner is     future of Malaysian Buddhism?
           I realized I always had a tense body   very different to that of an Asian.
           and a desiring mind during my     Western students are realistic,   In October this year, I was very
           meditation practice, and it was the   they want to be able to see and   honored to meet Ven. Jing Hai (淨
           strong desire of wanting to achieve   experience what is being taught. I   海長老), who was the author of
           something that had impeded my     remember being heavily criticized   the book “History of Theravada
           progress. You only discover the truth   when I was trying to teach about   Buddhism”, at Jade Buddha Temple
           when your mind is tranquil and calm.   reincarnation at Plum Village. On   in Texas, and he said that Buddhism
                                             the other hand, Asian students are   in Southeast Asia would have a
           How can the practice of           learning based on faith, focusing   difficult time, although there was
           mindfulness help us in the        more on doing good deeds,         still a glimpse of hope. He asked
           cultivation of wisdom and         accumulating merits, listening to   if I would like to stay in Malaysia
           compassion?                       supernatural stories.             and I said yes. I do not have any
                                                                               comment on the future of Malaysian
           The Buddha was very pragmatic     The Buddha taught the Dharma      Buddhism, but I will contribute as
           and flexible in his teaching style, as   for the destruction of suffering and   much as possible within my ability.
           he was able to adapt to his students’   attainment of Nirvāṇa, and our   EH
           nature whenever he taught.        suffering is fundamentally due to
           What the Buddha taught can be     wrong views. The students might be
           discovered and experienced in the   different, but we are pointing them
           here and now. This is done through   towards the same destination of
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