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want   to  do  it.  She   said  it  was  simple   and   tha t  my  father    would  ha ve

                want ed  me  to do it. She  said all I ha d to do was walk up to the  podium
                and   say  fiv e  great  thi ng s  about  my  father.  So  .  .  .  tha t’s  ex actly  wha t  I
                did.”
                    R yle   lifts  up  ont o  hi s  el bow,  appea ring   ev en   more   int eres ted .  He
                can  tel l  by  the  look  on  my  face  tha t  it  get s  worse.   “Oh,   no ,  Lily.  Wha t
                did you do?”

                    “Here.   Let   me  just  reena ct  it  for  you.”  I  stand   up  and   walk  around
                to  the  other  side  of  my  cha ir.  I  stand   tall  and   act  like  I’m  looking   out
                over  the  same  crowded   room  I  was  met   with  thi s  morni ng .  I  clea r  my
                thro at.
                    “Hel lo.   My    na me    is   Lily   Bloom,   daught er     of   the   late   And rew
                Bloom.     Tha nk    you   all   for   joini ng    us   today   as   we   mourn   hi s   loss.   I
                want ed   to  take   a  moment   to  ho no r     hi s  life   by  sha ring   with   you  fiv e

                grea t thi ng s about my father. The  firs t thi ng  . . .”
                    I look down  at R yle  and  shru g. “Tha t’s it.”
                    He  sits up. “Wha t do you mea n?”
                    I  take   a  sea t  on   my  loung e   cha ir   and   lie   back  down.   “I  stood  up
                there  for  two solid minu tes  witho ut saying  ano ther  word. There  wasn’t
                one  great  thi ng   I  could  say  about  tha t  man—s o  I  just  stared   silent ly  at

                the   crowd    unt il   my   mother    rea lized    wha t   I   was   doing    and    ha d   my
                unc le  remo ve  me  from the  podium.”
                    R yle  tilts  hi s  he ad.  “Are  you  kidding   me?  You  gave  the      ant i-eu logy
                at your own  father’ s funera l?”
                    I  no d.  “I’m  no t  proud  of  it.  I  don’t  thi nk.  I  mea n,  if  I  ha d  my  way,
                he  would  ha ve  been  a  much  bet ter  pers on  and   I  would  ha ve  stood  up
                there  and  talked  for an  ho ur.”

                    R yle  lies   back  down.   “Wow,”  he  says,  sha king   hi s  hea d.  “You’re  kind
                of my hero . You just roasted  a dea d guy.”
                    “Tha t’s tacky.”
                    “Yea h,  wel l. Naked  truth  hu rts.”
                    I laugh.  “Your turn. ”
                    “I can’t top tha t,” he  says.

                    “I’m sure  you can  come  close. ”
                    “I’m no t sure  I can. ”
                    I   roll   my   ey es .   “Yes    you   can.    Don’t   make   me   feel    like   the   worst
                pers on  out  of  the    two  of  us.  Tel l  me  the   most  rec ent   tho ught   you’ve
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