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‘As she was raised in an orphanage, she longed for attention, longed for a
                loved one. Why do we want to feel protected? How will we grow? I used to
                tell her. But the worst thing she did was to leave her career and marry that

                stupid Czech NRI.’
                   ‘Mind your language. You’re talking about my dad.’ While I have a lot to
                settle with him myself, I certainly can’t let Ricky abuse him for no reason at
                all.

                   ‘Okay, sorry!’ he replies in a rude way.
                   ‘Tell me more.’

                   ‘About what?’
                   ‘Mom.’ I demand, feeling weirdly like a stubborn young kid.

                   ‘I don’t remember much. It has been a very long time now,’ he says as he
                continues to walk ahead of us.

                   ‘Anything?’
                   ‘She loved dogs. Is that information?’ He passes a wicked grin.

                   ‘Ricky,  you  really  act  weird  at  times.  I  thought  we  had  something
                concrete to find here.’
                   ‘That’s all I know, dear.’

                   ‘Aarav?  Parvathi?  Let’s  go  back  to  the  PG  and  try  to  find  out  more?
                Madhuri and Maria have a lot more information, I guess.’

                   Ricky  grabs  me  by  the  shoulders  and  looks  straight  into  my  eyes.
                ‘Everyone  we  know  will  leave  us  someday,  Alara.  You  need  to  come  to
                terms with the reality. I wanted to help you discover your mother’s past so
                you  could momentarily step into her shoes.  If  she  were alive, she  would
                have come back. Or at least written to me. I was her only family. If she
                didn’t, she is not here in Goa.’

                   ‘What about the folder that I discovered in the morning?’
                   ‘She is famous now, isn’t she? It could be some journalist who picked it

                up  from  the  orphanage  and  forgot  to  return  it  for  a  long  time.  So  many
                people now want to write on her, about her. The orphanage and the PG are
                hardly 2 kms apart. Goa isn’t that huge.’

                   ‘She is alive.’
                   ‘And nobody noticed? She is popular. Don’t tell me it is to do with the
                plastic  surgery  shit  from  daily  soaps.’  These  words  by  him  make  me  hit
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