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their donkeys, chanting, Cherries! Fresh cherries!

                   When I told him about this surprise, he asked me what it was. I slid my arm
               under his neck and told him we were going downstairs first. In those days, I had
               little trouble carrying him for I was still young and able. I lifted him with ease
               and carried him to the living room, where I gently reclined him on the sofa.
                   “Well?” he said.
                   I pushed in the wheelchair from the foyer. For over a year, I had lobbied for
               it, and he had obstinately refused. Now I had taken the initiative and bought one
               anyway. Immediately, he was shaking his head.

                   “Is it the neighbors?” I said. “Are you embarrassed by what people will say?”
                   He told me to take him back upstairs.
                   “Well, I don’t give one damn what the neighbors think or say,” I said. “So,
               what we are going to do today is go for a walk. It’s a lovely day and we are
               going for a walk, you and I, and that is that. Because if we don’t get out of this
               house, I am going to lose my mind, and where would that leave you if I went

               insane? And honestly, Suleiman, quit your crying. You’re like an old woman.”
                   Now he was crying and laughing, and still saying, “No! No!” even as I lifted
               him and lowered him into the wheelchair, and as I covered him with a blanket
               and wheeled him through the front door.
                   It would merit mentioning here that I did at first search for a replacement for
               myself. I did not tell Suleiman I was doing so; I thought it best to find the right
               person  and  then  bring  the  news  to  him.  A  number  of  people  came  to  inquire
               about the work. I met with them outside the house so as to not rouse suspicion in
               Suleiman.  But  the  search  proved  far  more  problematic  than  I  had  anticipated.
               Some of the candidates were clearly made of the same cloth as Zahid, and those

               —whom  I  sniffed  out  easily  due  to  my  lifelong  dealings  with  their  sort—I
               dismissed  swiftly.  Others  didn’t  have  the  necessary  cooking  skills,  for,  as  I
               mentioned earlier, Suleiman was a rather fussy eater. Or they could not drive.
               Many could not read, which was a serious impediment now that I habitually read
               to Suleiman late in the afternoons. Some I found to be impatient, another grave
               shortcoming when it came to caring for Suleiman, who could be exasperating
               and at times childishly petulant. Others I intuitively judged to lack the necessary
               temperament for the arduous task at hand.
                   And so three years on, I was still at the house, still telling myself I intended to
               leave once I felt assured Suleiman’s fate was in hands I could trust. Three years

               on,  I  was  still  the  one  washing  his  body  every  other  day  with  a  wet  cloth,
               shaving  his  face,  clipping  his  nails,  cutting  his  hair.  I  fed  him  his  food  and
               helped him on the bedpan, and I wiped him clean, the way you do an infant, and
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