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I  washed  the  soiled  diapers  I  pinned  on  him.  In  that  time,  we  had  developed

               between  us  an  unspoken  language  born  of  familiarity  and  routine,  and,
               inevitably, a degree of previously unthinkable informality had seeped into our
               relationship.
                   Once I got him to agree to the wheelchair, the old ritual of morning strolls
               was restored. I wheeled him out of the house, and we would go down the street
               and say hello to the neighbors as we passed by. One of them was Mr. Bashiri, a
               young,  recent  graduate  of  Kabul  University  who  worked  for  the  Ministry  of
               Foreign Affairs. He, his brother, and their respective wives had moved into a big
               two-story home three houses down across the street from us. Sometimes we ran
               into  him  as  he  was  warming  up  his  car  in  the  morning  to  go  to  work,  and  I
               always stopped for a few pleasantries. I often wheeled Suleiman over to Shar-e-
               Nau Park, where we sat in the shade of the elms and watched the traffic—the
               taxi drivers pounding palms against horns, the ding-a-ding of bicycles, donkeys
               braying,  pedestrians  suicidally  stepping  into  the  path  of  buses.  We  became  a

               familiar sight, Suleiman and I, in and around the park. On the way home, we
               paused often for good-humored exchanges with magazine vendors and butchers,
               a few cheerful words with the young policemen directing traffic. We chatted up
               drivers leaning against their fenders, waiting for pickups.
                   Sometimes I lowered him into the backseat of the old Chevrolet, stowed the
               wheelchair in the trunk, and drove out to Paghman, where I could always find a
               pretty green field and a bubbling little stream shaded by trees. He tried his hand
               at sketching after we ate lunch, but it was a struggle, for the stroke had affected
               his dominant right hand. Still, using his left hand, he managed to recreate trees
               and hills and bundles of wildflowers with far greater artistry than I could with

               my  intact  faculties.  Eventually,  Suleiman  would  tire  and  doze  off,  the  pencil
               slipping from his hand. I would cover his legs with a blanket and lie on the grass
               beside his chair. I would listen to the breeze catching the trees, gaze up at the
               sky, the strips of clouds gliding overhead.
                   Sooner or later, I would find my thoughts drifting to Nila, who was an entire
               continent away from me now. I would picture the soft sheen of her hair, the way
               she bounced her foot, the sandal slapping her heel to the crackle of a burning
               cigarette. I thought of the curve of her back and the swell of her chest. I longed
               to be near her again, to be engulfed in her smell, to feel the old familiar flutter of
               the heart when she touched my hand. She had promised to write me, and though
               years had passed and in all likelihood she had forgotten me, I cannot lie now and
               claim  I  did  not  still  feel  an  upsurge  of  anticipation  each  time  we  received
               correspondence at the house.
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