Page 147 - ILIAS ATHANASIADIS AKA RO1

Nikos although he is a simple man or he looks like inside he is very

complex with his emotions .

Many times he show me that he does care for me but there is a line

and I or anybody else will not cross this line. Sometimes he allow

me to do so but many other times he was very clear.

He put Jullie ahead of me many times and I did find out he was lying

to her about a problem we have had and equally he lied to me about

the same problem.

He wanted to have two lives one with me and one with her and he

was playing the game . He allow me to win when he wanted to and

he was doing the same to Jullie.

His friend was a psychologists and couple of times he could step in

and help him or me with some questions we have had.

He could easy help us to overcome the problem but he never done. I

was wondering why ? Now I have or I hope I do have the answer.

Imagine if Nikos was never sick and died what this future will look

like? It will be a future with me in Athens not London there for No

Billy No Kori not the house I am living now and

No friends I have my doctor my everything I have now wouldn/t

exist. Nikos death cause the future my future to change if he was still

alive I wouldn/t even gone to prison.

I may still be in Athens owner of Alekos bar not sure if Nikos would

still be a partner but he still be around as a friend I honest don’t

know.