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good enough




                                                     i see the flowers
                                                  dying atop my dresser
                                                    beauty never lasts


                                                    i try to breath deep
                                                  in out in out in out in

                                                    there’s no oxygen

                                                   i make myself small
                                                 a voice inside is saying
                                               “don’t dare take up space”


                                                     that’s impossible
                                             i am made of stars and warmth
                                                    made out of magic


                                                 i will spread my wings
                                               become substantial and full
                                                   that’s what I deserve

                                                 for i’ve fought this war

                                                 of impossible standards
                                                   “but no more,” i cry


                                                    i will embrace life
                                                healing instead of hurting
                                                    what else can i do?

                                                     this is all i have

                                                it has to be good enough:
                                                 my soul and my words
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