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vindictive reply, the terms of which he amused himself by
         selecting and declaiming aloud, as though he had actually
         received her letter.
            The very next day, her letter came. She wrote that the Ver-
         durins and their friends had expressed a desire to be present
         at these performances of Wagner, and that, if he would be
         so good as to send her the money, she would be able at last,
         after going so often to their house, to have the pleasure of
         entertaining the Verdurins in hers. Of him she said not a
         word; it was to be taken for granted that their presence at
         Bayreuth would be a bar to his.
            Then that annihilating answer, every word of which he
         had  carefully  rehearsed  overnight,  without  venturing  to
         hope that it could ever be used, he had the satisfaction of
         having it conveyed to her. Alas! he felt only too certain that
         with the money which she had, or could easily procure, she
         would be able, all the same, to take a house at Bayreuth, since
         she wished to do so, she who was incapable of distinguish-
         ing between Bach and Clapisson. Let her take it, then; she
         would have to live in it more frugally, that was all. No means
         (as there would have been if he had replied by sending her
         several thousand-franc notes) of organising, each evening,
         in her hired castle, those exquisite little suppers, after which
         she might perhaps be seized by the whim (which, it was pos-
         sible, had never yet seized her) of falling into the arms of
         Forcheville. At any rate, this loathsome expedition, it would
         not be Swann who had to pay for it. Ah! if he could only
         manage to prevent it, if she could sprain her ankle before
         starting, if the driver of the carriage which was to take her

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