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and her faith. It seemed to her he brought her the best of
         himself to keep, and that she would guard it all her life. Nay,
         the sky did not cherish the stars more surely and eternally
         than she would guard the good in the soul of Paul Morel.
         She went on home alone, feeling exalted, glad in her faith.
            And then, the next day, Clara came. They were to have
         tea in the hayfield. Miriam watched the evening drawing to
         gold and shadow. And all the time Paul was sporting with
         Clara. He made higher and higher heaps of hay that they
         were jumping over. Miriam did not care for the game, and
         stood aside. Edgar and Geoffrey and Maurice and Clara and
         Paul jumped. Paul won, because he was light. Clara’s blood
         was roused. She could run like an Amazon. Paul loved the
         determined  way  she  rushed  at  the  hay-cock  and  leaped,
         landed on the other side, her breasts shaken, her thick hair
         come undone.
            ‘You touched!’ he cried. ‘You touched!’
            ‘No!’ she flashed, turning to Edgar. ‘I didn’t touch, did I?
         Wasn’t I clear?’
            ‘I couldn’t say,’ laughed Edgar.
            None of them could say.
            ‘But you touched,’ said Paul. ‘You’re beaten.’
            ‘I did NOT touch!’ she cried.
            ‘As plain as anything,’ said Paul.
            ‘Box his ears for me!’ she cried to Edgar.
            ‘Nay,’ Edgar laughed. ‘I daren’t. You must do it yourself.’
            ‘And nothing can alter the fact that you touched,’ laughed
         Paul.
            She  was  furious  with  him.  Her  little  triumph  before

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