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Girl, Move The F*ck On!

that I was his sister that he was staying with to help with her bills. His sister, HIS DAMN SISTER! I

called Justin to come home and told him about the woman at the door.

I could not believe that I took this man’s word over that of my friend Angel who was

trying to save me from the hurt this man caused. Justin came home and tried to explain, but I

just couldn’t get passed it. A baby. He had a baby with someone, and on top of that he was

living in MY APARTMENT saying that I was he sister who needed his help. I threw him out and

told him that I never wanted to see him again. I took 3 weeks’ vacation from my job and sat

around my place crying and eating lol. Every day I could hear the words single and lonely get

louder and louder inside my head. I don’t even like cats, but I started looking at pet adoption

online lol.

One day Angel and Leah came over to try to get me out of the slump that I was in. I DID

NOT want to leave my house, put clothes on or comb my hair lol. I was miserable and had

found myself comfortable in my misery. I really believed what Justin said was true, that I would

be single and lonely forever. It took me a long time to realize that I didn’t have to be single or

lonely. That Justin wasn’t the only man on this planet! I was so fixated on getting married that I

didn’t consider the person that I was trying to put in that husband role. He was the true

definition of a man-whore and I had ignored all the signs.