Page 107 - Under the Cover of Darkness

is brilliant, but then, I want my work to be authentic and
not influenced by another Artist.... I expect I won't resist
looking at it for long though!

20 January 2012
Well, I am trying to make some progress today but this
morning I made the mistake of answering the door, to a
pair of Jehovah’s Witnesses so that's set me back some.
Having said that, they told me we need not bother
sorting things out for ourselves because Jesus is on his
way to rescue us all. So I might just forget putting all this
effort into my painting n sit down with a bucket of
cookie dough ‘til he turns up

26 January 2012
"My heart aches & a drowsy numbness pains my sense at
the thought of the Hemlock I had drunk..." I'm usually
lucky enough 4 my physical & mental illnesses not 2 B
equally bad @ the same time but this week I can't
differentiate between the pain all thru my body & the
pain all thru my heart & mind. It only adds insult 2 my
injury that much of the web I'm entangled in is of my
own weaving! Sometimes I wonder how I can have so
much love for so many people & so little for myself?...
then I think at least that means there is sum love &
positivity emanating from my life so I guess that means
it’s worth sticking around ‘til its natural end...

29 January 2012
OK...this is my 3rd attempt at getting up today. I think
'beheading' might be the only option left for removing
this excruciating pain. Migraine; all the fun of a hangover