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Suppose  I  better  start  cobbling  a  Halloween  costume
            together then....

           30 October 2016 —
           The  only  woman  who  can  look  ultra-glamorous  and
            beautiful  in  a  Halloween  costume!  You  know  those
            women you look at and think "How does she do it?" (I
            shan't stand next to her anymore! I can't compete! Ha!

           30 October 2016 —
           "You're  never  alone  with  Bi-Polar  Disorder"  I  genuinely
            saw  that  on  a  leaflet  once!  Clearly  they  hadn't  really
            thought it through! Not only did it sound like a piss take
            about the fact you're never alone with bi-polar cos there's
            always the other you! But, that's actually the problem with
            having bi-polar! You don’t know which self you're going
            to be from one day to the next. Like today, I was the ultra
            -enthusiastic  and  dedicated  Artist  who  decided  it  was
            worth  plucking  ALL  my  eye  brows  out  for  better
            authenticity  in  my  Halloween  makeup,  but  I  just  know,
            tomorrow  I'll  be  the  me  who  wakes  up,  looks  in  the
            mirror  and  goes;  "Who  the  FU**  shaved  my  eyebrows
            off??!! Remember; you’re never alone with bi-polar!!

           31 October 2016 —
           Sad to admit but I think I may have actually reached the
            point where I have to quit dancing n partying all together
            rather than relying on pain meds for during the party and
            a couple of days recovery time afterwards. Just got up for
            a glass of water and the pain and weakness in my left leg
            is so severe I couldn't walk to the kitchen. Every time it
            was the left foot step I had hobble on the outer edge of
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