Page 484 - Under the Cover of Darkness

each resulted in vertigo, nausea and hot flushing,) to put
it back in. I eventually staggered to my bed, as red as
beetroot, dripping with sweat, gasping for breath and so
dizzy I had to wait for the room to stop spinning before I
could even attempt to write this blurb

3 December 2016 —
GGgggrrrrrrrr! "AS God is my witness! I'll ALWAYS be
hungry again!" If God isn't even going to give me the
strength and mobility to put a frozen dinner on! I really
do feel like I'm crawling face down in the bug invested
dirt trying to cope after this accident but there's no one
around to grant my wish if I scream "I'm a celebrity! Get
me outa hereeeeeerre!"

NOOO! I've actually reached the elderly age where I
celebrate being able to sleep past 4am without the aid of
drugs. I used to celebrate being in the right town when I
regained conciseness after a night out.

4 December 2016 —
YAY! First morning since my accident that I haven't had to
get up around 4am to take extra painkillers!

5 December 2016 —
Anyone in Nursing / Care / Social Work etc. do you know
how or where I might be able to get some support
workers up? I'm really struggling every day with basic
things now, cleaning, shopping, laundry etc. etc. I need
someone that can do practical stuff. Should I just try and
hire someone? Or can I be referred somewhere? In the
past when I've tried to get help various places have said