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I thought in life that was worthy and noble and classic and ideal
is possible. I thought it would never happen, but with you it has.
If it takes years of keeping on and keeping up with whatever you
need to do, I’ll do it, because in relating to you, my relationship
to myself becomes better and better and better.

It was a lie. Ryan, in fact, was falling apart.
He was losing his last sense of self.
If he fancied himself a victim of love, he wasn’t.
Not really.
He was a victim of entropy.
Of Nights in the Entropics.
Things fall apart.

8

Thom’s suicide was as unexpected as all suicides are.

SONOMA COUNTY SHERIFF
INVESTIGATION REPORT

Investigating Officer: Det. Sgt. Mike Flagerman
Complaint: Thomas a’Beckett O’Hara
Address: 3207 Rancho Bar Nada Road
City: Sebastopol, California
Report: Death Investigation

DETAILS OF INVESTIGATION

At approximately 0915 hours, I was informed by Sgt. Gaines that
Detectives were needed at the above address to investigate the death of
the above who was found hanging in the barn at the residence above
called Rancho Bar Nada. I requested that the officer on the scene, Sgt.
Bill Harter, Santa Rosa Township Police, contact me telephonically. I
later met with Sgt. Harter, via Police Radio and found that there were
no working telephones in the residence. Det. Nicholas Darcangelo and
myself responded to the location after first notifying Capt. Gil Scott of
the Criminal Investigation Section.
Upon our arrival at the residence, at approximately 0935 hours, we
were met by P/O S. R. Chase and Sgt. Harter. We observed the interior

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