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 disorganized and heedless words. And that is more   prevent me from learning—if You will do that, it will be   in prayer and pleading before the Holy One, blessed be
 acceptable [to Hashem].   fine. But if not, I will die of sadness. Immediately, “God         He, until heaven and earth and the structures of
              fulfilled his request.”                                                         Creation trembled, and [the ministering angels] said,
 Prayer substitutes for the sacrifices. [The prayer] of a                                     “Perhaps the  Holy  One,  blessed  be  He,  is coming to
 poor person is called a minchah (a “gift offering”). That   Rashi explains that Jabez asked for very great things—to be great   renew His  world….”  The sound of  [Moses’] prayer
 [prayer] is considered by Hashem, may He be blessed,   in  Torah and more. He said  to Hashem: “If  You  give  me this,   grew so strong that [the angels] wished to move up a
 as a gift and minchah. And the word minchah is also   fine. If not, I will die of great sadness.” He did not want to live   firmament because of that sound of the prayer of Moses,
 related  to the word  nayacha,  “relief,”  because this   without  this. As a result  of  his  request, the Gemara states that   because his prayer was similar to the sword that
 person immediately receives relief.  “immediately ‘God  fulfilled  his  request.’” That was  immediate:   tears apart and splits apart, and that does not stop.
          the request that he made in a strong and stubborn manner was
 The Gemara writes the following about the prayer of Othniel son   answered immediately!   This  prayer of  Moses demonstrates clearly that there  is no
 of Kenaz (Temurah 16a):                                                                 contradiction between prayer as pleading for Hashem’s compassion
           From this, Rabbi Tzadok derives a tremendous insight very much                and prayer that is powerful, because Moses prayed with all his might
 We learned in a baraita:   related to the wonderful theme of this chapter (ibid.):      and with immense stubbornness, yet he is said to have “pleaded.”
                I heard that if every Jew who lacks something requested
 Othniel was Jabez. But what was his [real] name? His                                    To Fall before Hashem
 [real] name was Judah, [and he  was] the  brother  of   it [of Hashem] in an extreme fashion he would certainly
 Simon.       succeed. But afterwards he is satisfied with anything [he
              might get].  And  in  this  area  a  person  needs  the                      From here we see that even when we pray by seeking Hashem’s
 He was called Othniel (“God answered me”) because   awareness not to be appeased but to consider that   compassion  by  pleading  and  asking  for  an undeserved  gift,
                                                                                         our prayer must  be  so strong  that heaven  and earth and the
 God answered him.   only when he gains complete salvation will he not                   structures of Creation tremble. Thus, the midrash describes Moses’
              lack anything.                                                             uncompromising request for an “undeserved gift” as being similar
 He was  called Jabez (a combination  of  the words                                      to “a sword that tears apart and splits apart, and that does not
 ya’atz, “advised,” and ribetz, “increased”), because he   That was the  advice  of  Jabez.  He  said,  “If  You will   stop,” with a loud, thundering sound. Presumably, Moses argued
 advised and increased Torah in Israel.   bless….” And we learn in Temurah (16a) that he said,   before Hashem: “I must enter the Holy Land. And You want to
              “If…, but if not, I will….” That means that he said that he                assist me, because in Your treasury You possess the treasure of an
 And how did God answer him? The verse states, “Jabez   would not accept any relief at all as long as Hashem, may   undeserved  gift.  For whom did  You create  this treasure? Didn’t
 called to the God of Israel, saying: If You will bless me   He be blessed, did not acquiesce to his every request. If   You create it in order to save me? You wish to save me and to
 and increase my border, and Your hand will be with me   [Hashem did] not, he would go to Sheol, heaven forbid,   reveal Your treasure of an undeserved gift.”
 and save me from harm, so as not to sadden me…’—and   where he would waste away completely.
 God fulfilled his request” (Chronicles I 4:10).                                           We see from this midrash that praying with great force does not
                Hashem, may He be blessed, is prepared to help the                       in the least contradict pleading for Hashem’s compassion and for
 “If  You will  bless  me” in Torah, “and increase my   brokenhearted.  Thus, “immediately  ‘God  fulfilled   His undeserved gift. We must uproot the false belief that prayer in
 border” in students, “and Your hand will be with me”   his request.’” From the Gemara’s use of the word   the form of pleading contradicts forceful crying out to Hashem.
 so that I will not forget my learning, “and save me from   “immediately,”  we  see  that  [his  prayer]  had  an   Accordingly, the statement in the Shulchan  Aruch, “A person
                                                                                         should pray in a pleading manner, like a poor person begging at the
 harm” so that I will have friends who are my peers, “so   immediate effect.             door” (Orach Chaim 98), does not mean that a person should pray
 as not to sadden me,” so that the evil inclination will not                             weakly. It does not mean that he should pray listlessly. A person
                We  too  request,  “Compassionate One,  You Who
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