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 Our sages direct us: “Make yourself a teacher” (Avot 1:6). The   of any topic that a person has placed before his eyes, and which   Hashem (Likutei Moharan II 24). It is true that we must appreciate the
 Rambam in his commentary on the mishnah explains:   he  contemplates,  studies and  clarifies until it grows clear and   path of prayer accompanied by a broken heart and we must utilize
          certain. Even  if he stumbles,  he knows the truth  and he  knows             it, but we must always start with joy, and we must always return
 Even if he is not worthy of being your teacher, make him your   that he stumbled. Therefore, although he failed, he is in a very   to joy. Therefore, it is vital to emphasize that after you do the
 teacher until you visualize him teaching. As a  result,  you will   good position, because he understands that he is not blameless and   work of the will, having cried out to Hashem for half an hour (and
 learn wisdom, because learning by oneself is not comparable   that he must rectify himself. But when the evil inclination perverts   at most an hour, because Rabbi Nachman says that it is forbidden
 to learning from someone else. Learning by oneself is good,   and distorts the truth and confuses a person’s awareness, he is in   to  have  a  “broken heart” for  more  than an hour), you  should
 but learning from someone else will have a longer-lasting   a very difficult position, because he does not even know that he   spend the rest of the day in a state of great joy and express a great
 impact and it will be clearer—even if the teacher is merely your   is immersed in darkness. He has no way to rectify his situation,   deal of thanks and gratitude to Hashem. And pay no attention to
 equal in wisdom or even inferior to you.  because he does not understand that something in him is not all   whether or not  you  have  received  what you  asked  for,  because
          right. “Every way of a person is straight in his eyes” (Proverbs 21:2).       after you have presented all of your arguments to the Holy One,
 That is to say, the Rambam states that a person must learn from                        blessed be He, He has His own reckonings regarding when to give
 a teacher even if the teacher is not as wise as he is. Why? Because   I  will  explain  this in practical terms in accordance with the   10  you what you have asked for.
 when we learn from someone else, we retain that learning for a   example  of  joy with  which  I  began.  The evil  inclination clothes
 long period of time. Thus, when we hear words of encouragement   itself in mitzvot and tells a person that depression and bitterness   If  you  have  not  received  what you  prayed  for,  return to  that
 on a recording, even if we listen to it a few times and do not find   are called repentance and regret. Thus, it causes him to spend the   request day after day. Every day, begin with thanks: “Thank You
 anything new, it has the ability to help us retain the learning—and   entire day dejected over his sins. A person who has not learned and   very much, Hashem, for bringing me before You another day and
 that is the most important thing.  does not know the truth, or who knows it on some level but has   for wanting me to speak to You with more words as hot as burning
          not truly realized it clearly, will suffer terrible desolation, which is      coals regarding this matter that I am working on….” Throughout
 Therefore, when you want to do the work of the will and you seek   a grave sin. In addition, he will think that he is a holy person who   the day, remind and console yourself that Hashem does not owe
 a way to be inspired, choose a recording on the topic that you want   is repenting—whereas he is actually caught deep in the net of his   you anything.  But that has no place  at the  time of  your strong
 to work on and listen to it repeatedly. Then, in accordance with   evil inclination. But when a person knows clearly that depression is   prayer to Hashem, because at that time He wants you to ask Him
 what was said above regarding books, summarize it and categorize   absolute evil—as Rabbi Nachman says, “It is the Sitra Achra and   to draw close to serve Him.
 it.      Hashem, may He be blessed, hates it” (Likutei Moharan Ii 48)—he
          knows the truth. Even if he does not succeed in inserting joy into his          Certainly, when we  engage in such  prayer we bring about
 For example, although my disks, The Honor of the Woman   heart (since that awareness is still far from his heart), he knows that   salvations, and  we  see  great  changes  in a  short period  of  time.
 and First Place, are not a substitute for learning In the Garden   he is in error. He wants to be happy and he is able to plead with   As a result, we remember and we apply all of the Torah that we
 of Peace, they encompass all of the central points in that book and   Hashem to help him place proper awareness in his heart.  learn each day. But a person cannot know what he will undergo.
 they are good for review. In addition, since the listener is hearing                   It is possible that his difficulties will increase. He might experience
 the speaker himself, that has a different influence than reading from   Thus,  the first  stage in  the work of  the will  is  to attain clear   descents. He might grow weak and lose his drive, and his awareness
 a book. It is always good to absorb messages in a number of ways:   awareness by means of deep and fundamental Torah learning. That   might grow dull, and so forth. But whatever happens, he must not
 hearing, reading, writing, summarizing, categorizing, singing, and   learning and constant daily review build a wonderful tool of the   let anything bewilder him. He must know that he is proceeding on
 more. The main thing is to bring these to the work of the will.  will. That is because a person strongly desires only that which is   the right path. He must be happy, persevere and go forward to
          clear to  him, whereas his will is very  weak  regarding  everything          the best of his ability. Every day, he should tell Hashem, “I know
 Due to the great kindness of Hashem, Who has had pity on the   about which he is doubtful.  that You want me to be free of the craving for eating and from all
 final generation,  even  people  who do  not  have  the  opportunity                   addictions this very day,” and he should forcefully ask to attain
 and ability to set aside time to learn quietly from a book can listen   Know What You Are Working On  that. And the rest of the day he must not let any of his experiences
 to a disk while driving or at work. And when a person plays a disk                     upset him. Instead, he should lovingly accept Hashem’s treatment,
 repeatedly, it will influence him. As a result of listening and then                   which is in accordance with the profound reckonings of heaven.
 reviewing what he has learned, he comprehends and appreciates the   Without Torah learning, clarity  and basic  awareness, it is
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