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          on the wholeness of his will in his prayers. Thus, if a person’s will         knowledge.” Recite this word by word (as mentioned above). Have
          is not integrated into his prayer completely, his prayer does not             in mind that you want to know and recognize Hashem, which is the
          have the power to bring about salvations. In order to bring about             purpose of creation (as stated above).
          salvations,  we need  complete  prayer emerging  from complete
          will. Our sages teach that “prayer is a substitute for the sacrifices”          Repeat this phrase—“Graciously give us from Yourself wisdom,
          (Berachot 26a), and a verse states, “Do not sacrifice whatever has            understanding and knowledge”—reciting each word with all your
          a blemish in it, because it will not be willingly accepted for                intent and with all your heart. Have in mind that you want to know
          you” (Leviticus 22:20). A lack of will is a blemish—it is lacking. And        the entire Torah, and to know Hashem by means of knowing the
          the verse indicates that the blemish is in the will. Supernal “willing        Torah.
          acceptance” mirrors our will. When there is a blemish in our will,
          there is a lack of “willing acceptance” in heaven. This applies to              Again, repeat  the phrase, “Graciously  give  us  from Yourself
          our prayers: when a person’s will is whole and it is attached and             wisdom, understanding and knowledge.” Have in mind that you
          connected to his prayer—like that of Hannah, who poured forth all             want to know that there is no other but He.
          of her will—the prayer is called “perfect service,” and it is willingly
          accepted.  Therefore,  when God  listens  to  our prayers,  they  are           Repeat  the phrase a fourth time, and as you say the words,
          said to be “willingly accepted.” But when we lack will in prayer,             “Graciously  give  us  from Yourself  wisdom,  understanding  and
          that prayer is blemished, and it is not willingly accepted. Thus, this        knowledge,” have in mind that you want to know that there is no
          prayer is not answered.                                                       evil in the world.
           A pleasing allusion to this appears in Rabbi Nachman’s statement               Again,  repeat  the  words,  “Graciously  give  us from  Yourself
          that the  presence of  some minor  turmoil  in a person’s prayer              wisdom, understanding and knowledge,” with all your feeling and
          indicates that his service of Hashem is not whole (Likutei Moharan I          intent, and have in mind that Hashem is solely good and does good,
          4). Rabbi Nachman calls this minor turmoil a sheretz—an unclean,              and that everything is good.
          crawling creature—because the word sheretz has the same letters as
          the word ratzon, “will.” The turmoil in a person’s prayer prevents              Review the words a sixth time and have in mind that you want to
          his will from entering completely into his prayer. As a result, says          know your own insignificance.
          Rabbi Nachman, “This Jew cannot engage in wholehearted service.”                The seventh time, have in mind that you want to always know
          The blemish in his prayer is the opposite of the wholehearted service         what Hashem wants from you and what He is hinting to you in
          of Hashem.
                                                                                        everything that you experience.
           This supports the wonderful and fundamental description of deep                The eighth time you say, “Graciously give us from Yourself…,”
          feeling in prayer: a person’s deep feeling in prayer corresponds              plead to find Hashem and know Hashem in everything in your life.
          to his intent. The more intent a person has in prayer, the more
          deep-felt it is. When a person’s intent is whole, his deep feeling is           Repeat the words again and have in mind with every word that
          whole, and therefore his prayer is whole and effective!                       you want true knowledge and true advice regarding every matter
                                                                                        in your life. Continue at length and implore and beseech Hashem
           I will explain: What is the meaning of “prayer that lacks deep
          feeling”? Certainly, I am not talking about a person who daydreams            for knowledge,  and have  in mind  that you wish  to receive  true
                                                                                        holy will, a strong and firm will to attain everything that you have
          while  he prays—i.e.,  who says the words  without  even thinking             learned about in this book.
          about them. Clearly, there is no feeling there at all. But even if a
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