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 a craving for sleep that he slept ten hours. So today I killed him for   sheinah—is written with an alef in place of a hey. The Yalkut   a person’s wakefulness and focus. If a person sleeps little but with
 four hours.”  Midrashim states that this word stands for sheinah achat—"one             the proper quality (as we will learn), the next day he will be alert
          sleep”—because a person who chases sleep from his eyes in this                 and attentive, and his mind will be clear and sharp. But if a person
 Darkness and Blackness  world will experience only one sleep from the time that he passes   sleeps a lot, loves to sleep and sleeps so deeply that he finds it hard
          away to the time of the resurrection of the dead. That is to say, his          to wake up, he will be drowsy and tired the entire day. His mind
 Sleep is an absence of knowledge. The entire fundamental purpose   time in his grave will be like one sweet sleep, regarding which the   will be fatigued and enervated, and he will not reach clarity about
 of a human being is to attain knowledge. Is it possible that a person   verse states: “Sweet is the sleep of the worker” (Ecclesiastes 5:11, as   anything. That is literally so in the simple sense. A person who tries
 will of his own volition cast away knowledge, which is his nobility   explained by Rashi). (And we may also read sheinah with an alef as the   this will see this in actuality: when he has little sleep and he feels a
 and splendor?  word s’no—“hate”—meaning that we should hate sleep.)                     little tired, if he shakes off his sleepiness, he can concentrate and
                                                                                         understand his learning clearly. But if he is tired as a result of having
 In addition, sleep draws a very grievous impurity onto a person.   People wish each other a “good night,” meaning, a good sleep.   overslept, then even when he learns he sleeps, and everything is
 That is why we must wash our hands as soon as we get up in the   The  Breslov Hasidim  say:  “Does sleeping  constitute good  night?   foggy. And so the Tiferet Yisrael comments on this mishnah: “As
 morning (as is known). When a person who has not washed his   Sleeping is very bad. Getting up at midnight and filling the night   a result of much sleep, not only does a person lose time, but his
 hands wakes up, he contaminates everything that he touches, and   with Torah and prayer—that is called a good night!”  mind grows old and he loses his keenness.”
 he harms himself and others. Does it make  sense that a person   The Holy One, blessed be He, commanded us: “You shall study
 would want to put himself into such  terrible state of  impurity?                       A Thread of Kindness
 Sleep  is a grievous  “husk”  (a manifestation of  impurity). As   it day and night” (Joshua  1:8).  That is something that everyone
          can achieve.  First of  all, know the  truth. Do not transform the
 Likutei Halachot explains, sleep corresponds to exile, obstacles   punishment into delight. Do not transform the necessary into the   Perhaps this is the  meaning of  the  Gemara:  “When a person
 and darkness. Our entire exile corresponds to sleep: “‘I am asleep’                     engages in Torah at night, the Holy One, blessed be He, draws
 (Song of Songs 5:2) ... refers to the exile” (Patach Eliyahu). It makes no   ideal. Then, clearly understand what truly gives you life and what   upon him a thread of kindness the next day” (Chagigah 12b). Since
          takes it away from you and causes you to lack life. Now begin to
 sense for a Jew to desire to sleep! When a person wants to sleep,                       a person learned at night instead of sleeping, the next day he will
 he is engulfed in tremendously great darkness. He is in exile and so   want the latter and pray for it, and learn the practical advice on   be filled with wisdom, which will illuminate his face. This may be
          how to attain it (as I will explain). After that, you will begin to gain
 he barely succeeds in waking up. And even when he does wake up,   great and tremendous profits.  described as a thread of kindness drawn onto him. The Maharsha
 he stays in bed for a long time, turning from side to side, without                     explains (Avodah Zarah 3b) that in general when a person has been
 any desire and will to leave his bed. And he certainly has no will to                   awake the entire night, the next day his face is dark. But when a
 pray, because prayer and faith are redemption, whereas he, poor   The Foundation of Everything  person remained awake at night in order to learn Torah, his face is
 fellow, is in exile.                                                                    beautiful. And the Meiri says, “What is ‘a thread of kindness’? That
           Since I have already discussed the ability of tzaddikim to sleep              means that when a person is asked a question he answers properly.”
 A Means or the Ends?  little,  you must know  that needing  little sleep  depends on the   And that matches exactly what I wrote here: that when a person
          rectification of the covenant. The flaw of the covenant prevents a             sleeps little, he is  focused  and clear, and so he is  able to learn
          person from clinging to Hashem, clinging to life. Instead, he clings to
 Sleep  is only a necessary  means  of  allowing  us  to engage  in                      Torah, because “determining halachah requires clarity” (Eiruvin 65).
 more hours of activity. This may be compared to a car. The more   the side of death, and so he grows tired. Therefore, a person needs   Thus, a person who removes sleep from his eyes gains clarity and
          to work on rectifying the covenant, as explained in My Covenant
 kilometers per liter a car can get, the better. No one wants to fill   of Peace—in particular, by doing the work of the will, as is taught   success in determining the halachah, and his face shines brightly!
 up with gas. A person is obligated to fill up with gas. Therefore,   in this book. Then he will more easily advance in the area of sleep,
 he does so only when he has to. If someone were to say, “How   and he will need to sleep much less. As Rabbi Nachman teaches in   Rabbi Moshe Dovid Valli, a student of the Ramchal, writes in his
 enjoyable  to  fill up with gas,  I’m  really looking  forward to  it,”                 commentary on Proverbs:
 that would sound ridiculous. But when a person says, “I feel like   Sefer Hamidot: “The more sanctified a person is, the farther he is
          from sleep” (Sheinah 1).
 sleeping,” isn’t that ridiculous? If it were not so sad, it would be                           Sleep is the great obstacle to engaging in any useful
                                                                                              endeavor…. Although lying down strengthens a person’s
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