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           The essential quality of a person’s bond to Hashem results from                   it is not pure, it remains and is polluted among them and
          his intention and yearning when he goes to sleep to cling to Hashem,               clings to them, and it does not rise any higher. There,
          to learn Torah, to be cognizant of the world-to-come and to cling                  it is told only about matters that were decreed above
          to the world-to-come. He wants Hashem to renew his powers, his                     that will occur in the near future. And sometimes (when
          mindfulness. He wants Hashem to strengthen his faith and renew it,                 it is more polluted) it is mocked in a dream and told
          and he wants to wake up at a particular time. With such intent and                 falsehoods.
          yearning he gathers his strength until he clings to Hashem. That is
          called sleeping like a lion.
                                                                                               In  this way,  the  nefesh  soars  every  night until  the
           If you sleep like a lion, you will wake up like a lion. But if the evil           person wakes up from his sleep and it returns to its place.
          inclination gathers strength to rule over you and you sleep like a                 Fortunate are the tzaddikim  to whom  the Holy One,
          dog, how will you be able to get up like a lion? The verse states,                 blessed be He, reveals His secrets in a dream so that they
          “He crouches and lies down like a lion and like a young lion. Who                  will be guarded from judgment. Woe to those wicked
          will dare rouse him?” (Numbers 24:9). Homiletically, this may be                   people of the world who pollute their body and nefesh.
          understood to mean, “One who lies down like a lion will get up
          like a lion.”                                                                        Come, see. When those who have not been polluted
                                                                                             go  to  bed,  their nefesh  rises and enters among  all of
           Accordingly,  we  may understand why the  Rema  made  his                         those unclean levels. It rises [further] and does not cling
          comment about lying down in relation to the Shulchan Aruch’s                       to them. Afterwards, it soars and rises in keeping with its
          statement that we must gather strength like a lion in the morning.
          The Rema advises us how we may accomplish that. We do so by                        way and [degree of] merit. This nefesh that has the merit
          remaining connected and bound to Hashem 24 hours a day—and                         to rise comes before a holy angel—[Metat, the guardian
          in particular, when we lie down.                                                   of the entrance]—who receives that pure nefesh with a
                                                                                             welcoming expression. [Therefore, Metat is called The
          The World-to-Come                                                                  Face of Days or The Minister of the Face]).

                                                                                               From there,  it  rises  with supernal  yearning and
           Regarding that balance, Rabbi Nachman states that immediately
          upon getting up from sleep a person should cause his mind to cling                 clings with intent to appear before and to see the
          to the world-to-come: “This is a proper practice for a person who                  pleasantness of the King and visit His palace. That
          fears Hashem: as soon as he wakes up in the morning, before he                     is [the nefesh of a] person who has a portion always
          begins anything  else,  he  should immediately recall the  world-to-               in the world-to-come. And that is the nefesh whose
          come” (Likutei Moharan I 54). Breslov Hasidim say that this depends                entire desire and yearning when it rises at night is
          on which thought a person went to sleep with. When a person lies                   to rise and cling to the Holy One, blessed be He.
          down, he must cling in his thought solely to the world-to-come                     Therefore, it merits to rise and reach the place of
          until he falls asleep. And Rabbi Avraham ben R. Nachman explains                   its desire, and it does not cling to the category of
          that sleep itself is the level of the world-to-come. Afterwards, when              the lights of the husks. It continues to a holy level,
          a person wakes up and throughout the remainder of the day, he                      to its root—which is the place from which it emerged.
          must think of the world-to-come. In that way, all of his days will be
          on the level of the world-to-come (Sod Sarfei Kodesh 4:42).                        Thus, the verse states, “With my spirit, I have yearned
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