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          The Blessing of Hamapil                                                       to Your Torah.” At the end of the Shemoneh Esrei: “Place our
                                                                                        portion in Your Torah.” In Uva Letzion: “He will open our hearts
           I heard in the name of great tzaddikim that of all 100 blessings             in His Torah.” In the afternoon prayers, there are four requests
          that a Jew recites every day, the most important one is Hamapil,              in the Shemoneh Esrei, as in the morning. In the evening prayers,
          which  we  say before  going  to sleep  in  the text  of  the Bedtime         in the opening blessings: “Therefore, Hashem our God, when we
          Sh’ma.  Therefore,  this blessing faces  great  opposition  from  the         lie down and when we get up, may we speak in Your laws.” And
          evil inclination, which clothes itself in the craving for sleep and in        again, four instances in the Shemoneh Esrei. And in the Bedside
          tiredness.                                                                    Sh’ma, in hamapil: “Place my portion in Your Torah.” On no other
                                                                                        topic but learning Torah did our sages institute such a multiplicity
            This blessing contains wonderful and important prayers and it               of  prayers every  single day.  This  may be clearly  understood  (in
          is a pity to neglect them. Therefore, a person must be careful to             accordance with what this book has taught about the will): in order
          strengthen himself to have proper intent when reciting this blessing.         to attain this great and wonderful goal, a person needs a strong will
                                                                                        that will accompany him throughout the entire day.
           With the words, “May my bed be perfect before You,” have in
          mind “that there should be no blemished or evil person among my                 Therefore, our sages instituted reminders throughout the day. We
          offspring” (cf. Rashi Berachot 60b). Rabbi Shlomo Wolbe explains that         must utilize these opportunities in order to enhance our intention.
          our sages’ statement that our forefather Jacob’s bed was perfect              And that is another important goal to focus on when we recite
          means that there was no blemish among his offspring, and that this            hamapil.
          is something that every Jew can attain. That is why we begin reciting
          the Sh’ma with a two- or three-year-old. We say together with him,              Another important life goal is referred to in hamapil in the words,
          “May my bed be perfect before You.” And that is something that                “Rescue me from the evil inclination.” When you say this, have in
          we pray for all our lives (Avnei Shlomo). (You may bear this idea in          mind that you, your spouse and your children should be spared
          mind when saying the words, “and may my bed be perfect,” in the               the evil inclination. Our sages state, “The evil inclination is harsh,
          Sabbath melody, Chai Hashem Uvarukh Tzuri.)                                   and even its Creator calls it evil. “Rabbi Yitzchak said: A person’s
                                                                                        inclination renews itself against him every day. And R. Yehoshua
           When you recite the words, “Place my portion in Your Torah,”                 ben Levi said: A person’s evil inclination rises up against him every
          pray that you and your children will succeed in learning the Torah,           day and seeks to kill him, and if not for the fact that the Holy One,
          knowing the Torah and constantly clinging to the Torah. We must               blessed be He, helps him, he could not prevail”  (Kiddushin 30b).
          attain this because it  is the  foundation  of  life.  And  in order  to      Rabbi Yechezkel Levinstein taught that a person’s greatest enemy is
          do  that,  we  need  a  powerful,  strong will—a multitude of  wills.         the evil inclination, which wants to remove him from both worlds
          Therefore, it is very important that we pray for this the entire day.         (Avot Yisrael). Therefore, we must pray to Hashem with great deep
          To facilitate that, our sages instituted many requests for learning           feeling to rescue us and our children from the evil inclination. As
          Torah—at least 22 each day!—in the daily prayers. The following               Sefer Hayashar states, “Every person must fear for his life, and
          appear in  the morning  prayers. Before  kaddish: “Make sweet,                pray every day to his God to rescue him from the might of the evil
          please,” “Accustom us to Your Torah,” “Place our portion in Your              inclination.”
          Torah.” Then: “Our Father, compassionate Father … place in our
          heart understanding to understand and to be wise…,” “Illumine                   A person must cry out every day, asking Hashem to rescue him
          our eyes in Your Torah.” In the Shemoneh Esrei: “You graciously               from the evil inclination—in particular when he recites all of the
          grant,” “Return us, our Father, to Your Torah,” “Open my heart                parts of the prayer service in which we ask Hashem to rescue us
                                                                                        from the evil inclination. He must repeat the phrases a number of
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