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 Master of the universe, I believe with complete faith   Closing Words                   slept during the Sabbath day (from She’al Avicha Veyagedcha, quoted in
 that only You give the weary strength, only You give life,                              Igeret L’ven Torah by the Rishon Letzion, Rabbi Yitzchak Yosef).
 only You can renew my strength and mind, only You   This entire book from beginning to end provides the practical
 can  renew my faith. Give  me wisdom,  understanding,   tools with  which  to attain  the mighty power that is  called “the   Everything  we have  learned here must  inspire  us  deeply to
 knowledge, awareness and complete faith to know that   trait of the  will.”  In  all things, we  require will. The main thing   prepare ourselves so that we will sleep as little as possible on the
                                                                                         holy Sabbath. It is  very  important  to prepare  oneself  physically
 You alone give life. Only when a person clings to You   that Hashem wants  from everyone  is his  will. The  essence  of  a   by taking a nap on Friday afternoon, so as to enter the Sabbath
 and binds himself to You does he receive life. Give me   person’s free choice is his will. The purpose of all prayer, Torah and   alert and clear. It is known that Rabbi Levi Yitzchak of Berditshov
 the knowledge that sleep does not give strength and life   mitzvot is to arouse the will and to work on the will, because the   said: “I am surprised that one of the Ten Commandments is not
 but, on the contrary, sleep disconnects me from You,   will is the strongest factor that binds a person to Hashem. By means   ‘You must sleep on the eve of the holy Sabbath.’” But the main
 because  when a  person  craves  sleep,  he  disconnects   of the will, a person is transformed and rises both physically and   preparation is prayer. However much a person prepares himself,
 himself from the Life of lives. Therefore, when he wakes   spiritually. By means of the will, a person changes his evil nature   the evil inclination on the Sabbath activates all sorts of weapons
 up, he is exhausted. In fact, sleep only removes a person’s   and nullifies his evil cravings and traits.  to make him tired and exhausted. Therefore, he must fight against
 energy and life. The hours that he sleeps disconnect him   The practical application of this entire book is as follows. Dedicate   it with a great deal of prayer, requesting the Creator’s help and
 from Hashem and are a waste of time, in the simplest   a set time every day with tremendous and unyielding regularity,   assistance, asking Him to rebuke the Satan so that it will leave him
 sense. Therefore, please eradicate all of my ideas that   during which to arouse your will, build your will and express your   alone to truly serve Hashem properly.
 sleep gives strength and life, because all of these ideas   will  in your own words, speaking  to  the  Holy One,  blessed  be   The general principle is that it is forbidden to want to sleep—
 are complete heresy. Please give me faith and nullify this   He, speaking with complete faith and great and deep intent, with   whether on the Sabbath or during the week. And that is possible
 heresy.  Help  me instead attain holy sleep,  during the   inspiration and fervor.      only when we activate the trait of the will and engage in the work
 entirety of which my soul will cling to You.                                            of the will, which gives a person life. The Sabbath gives life not
           When we  do  this, we truly succeed in life.  We  truly  choose               only spiritually but also physically (Sefer Hamidot: Shabbat 1). Sleep is
 Master of the universe, help me cling to You 24 hours   goodness.  We  come  to  truly keep  the  entire  Torah and the   death, and will is life. All tiredness is simply a lack of will. When a
 a day. Please, Life of lives, have compassion on me so   mitzvot—in particular, the duties of the heart. We attain complete,   person is filled with intentions and longing for everything holy, he
 that I  will  not want to  abandon life  for  even  a single   pleasant and sweet teshuvah, and we attain success in every realm   does not want to sleep. When he attains intent, he does not need
          in life, from overcoming cravings and gaining control of ourselves
 moment. Rescue me so that I will not forget You, I will   to  rectifying  our traits and  attaining absolute cleanliness and   to sleep—in the simplest sense! That is because, when we attain the
 not flee from You, and I will not abandon You for even   purification from all of the vanities of this world.  goal of intent, we literally cling to the Tree of Life, and then the
 a single moment. Help me be connected to You and to                                     Sitra Achra (the side of evil) has no power over us. Then the evil
 have faith in You at every moment, so that I will cling   Then we can truly live a life of satisfaction, a life of delight, a life   inclination and heresy—which come from the Sitra Achra—cannot
                                                                                         rule over us.
 to You and I will be bound to You by learning Torah,   of meaning, a life in which we bind ourselves to Hashem and cling
 keeping the mitzvot and possessing simple faith—and the   to Him, a life of true love of the Torah and mitzvot, and a life of a   May Hashem help us taste of the Tree of Life of the
 main  thing is by means of  prayer and hitbodedut. As   true bond with faith and everything holy.
 Rabbi  Nachman wrote,  the essence  of  binding  oneself                                 holy will. “He will eat and live forever” (Genesis 3:22).
           That which most binds a person with the Life of lives is the trait
 to Hashem, may He be blessed, and of clinging to Him   of the will. When we want, yearn and long for Hashem the entire
 is achieved by means of prayer. When a person prays,   day, we open up the supernal conduit of supernal life (the letters
 heaven  renews all of  his  strength, and he receives  life   of the Hebrew word for “conduit,” tzinor, may be rearranged to
 directly from You. As the verse states, ‘You who cling to   form the word ratzon, “will”), and it pours forth blessing and life,
 Hashem your God are alive, all of you, today’ (Deuteronomy   17
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