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 evil inclination will not fill me with any desire to sleep,   Addendum:                inclination,  so that when you go  to  bed  you will  have  supernal
 and instead my entire resolve will be only to wake up                                  might. Repeat over and over again, “I do not want to sleep. I do
 from sleep. May the evil inclination give me no desire to   Is Sleep on the Sabbath a Delight?  not want to forget You. I do not want to stop clinging to You. All
 sleep and to forget You. Instead, may my entire resolve                                I want is to cling to You. ‘In Your hand, I entrust my spirit. You
 be to remain aware of You and of the world-to-come.                                    have redeemed me, Hashem, true God’ (Psalms 31:6). Please have
 May the evil inclination give me no urge to sleep and be   Since we are discussing the lowly nature of sleep, we must point   compassion on me so that my soul will be only and solely in Your
                                                                                        hand, where You will renew it and give it complete faith. May my
 disconnected from You, but may my entire resolve be   out a widespread error. Many people think that the verse, “You   soul cling to the world-to-come. May my soul learn Torah in the
 only to bind myself to You, to gaze upon the pleasantness   shall  call the Sabbath  a delight”  (Isaiah  58:13),  means  that there   supernal yeshiva.” Repeat these words a great many times until you
          is value to sleeping many hours on the Sabbath. They like to say
 of Hashem and to visit His palace. May I experience no   that the word Shabbat—“Sabbath”—is  an acronym  for  sheinah   fall asleep.
 desire to sleep and stop clinging to You. Instead, may   beshabbat ta'anug—"sleep  on the Sabbath  is a delight.”  And
 my entire desire be only to cling to You. Please rescue   they point out that the Sabbath song, Mah Yedidut, states that   The danger is very great, because in a single moment of distraction
 me from the evil inclination, which wants to fill me with   “sleep is praiseworthy, reviving the spirit….”  the urge to sleep appears and seizes a person. Therefore, I have
 the  false  sweetness of  sleep.  Help  me  experience  true                           written a special prayer to  be  said before  reciting the  Bedtime
 sweetness, which is the sweetness of the Torah, prayer   But you must be aware that this is the counsel of the evil inclination.   Sh’ma, whose purpose is to make a person cognizant of the danger
 and clinging to You.  Since a very exalted light shines on the Sabbath—as the holy books   he is entering, so that he will be inspired to prepare himself properly
          teach, one hour of Torah learning on the Sabbath is worth 1,000               to engage in this elevated work upon which everything depends.
 Please, You Who awaken the sleepers, when I lie down   hours on a weekday—the evil inclination, whose entire purpose is
 in bed, help me know that I am in a great war and in great   to kill a person’s time (as already discussed), wants to kill a person’s   A Prayer to Be Recited before Going to Sleep
 peril, that the evil inclination of sleep is enticing me with   precious hours on the holy Sabbath. Therefore, we see with our
          own eyes that the evil inclination of sleep is much stronger on the
 the aim of seizing me and casting my soul into impure   Sabbath than it is during the week.   Master of the universe, You Who revive the dead with
 places, where the unclean “husks” will pull at it so that                                   vast compassion,  You want me to  live  and not die.  I
 it will remain among them. Master of the universe, help   The spiritual explanation for this is that on the Sabbath an exalted   am now approaching the  work  on  which  my entire
 me know that a person’s principal yearning and desire for   and wonderful light shines. When a person is suddenly exposed to   life depends.  In accordance with  my intentions  in  the
 You occurs during the night. Please have compassion on   a bright light without a way to shield his eyes, he is blinded and   following moments, may I attain faith and resolve, may
 me and help me yearn with all my might to cling to You   closes his eyes. In spirituality as well, when a person is exposed to a   I be guarded by supernal forces, and may I experience
 alone. Enlarge this intention until it is tremendous. Place   great spiritual light and does not have a way to deal with the light,   holy sleep. Please give me the strength to desire to cling
 my spirit in Your hand alone. May I meditate with all my   he closes his spiritual eyes and falls into a deep slumber. Therefore,   to  You.  May  the  evil  inclination not  overcome  me.
 might on the world-to-come and cling to the world-to-  we must prepare many appropriate instruments so that we will be   May it not fill me with the desire to sleep. Give me the
 come. May it be my entire will that my soul will appear   able to receive the light of the holy Sabbath, and during the entire   strength to want  You  and desire You, over  and over
          week we must pray to merit being worthy of receiving the light of
 before You in its beauty. May my soul appear before   the Sabbath.                          again, as I am filled with the intention to cling to You.
 You with all of its will concentrated on gazing upon the                                    Help me experience holy sleep. Rescue me from falling
 pleasantness of Hashem and visiting His palace. Then my   Awaken, Awaken!                   into a sleep that is not good.
 nefesh, ruach and neshamah will rise straight up to You,
 and the assassins and unclean “husks” will be unable to   The entire nature of the Sabbath is awakening from sleep. During   Master of the universe, it is Your will that I cling to You
 stop them and rule over them. Help me repeat the verse,   the week, a person is distracted by the affairs of this world, which   and not to the evil inclination. What does that depend
 “I  place  my spirit in Your hand.  You have  redeemed   correspond to  sleep,  and he  does  not have  free  time to  think   on? It depends on my resolve. Give me the complete
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