Page 88 - Reflections of you 8-12

Dear Me,

I hope you are doing very well. Recently, I have been learning to love myself as I should. I thought it's okay to live
as usual and thought that “of course I love who I am”. However, I knew that it was wrong when I realized it was a
whole different vision.

I remember how I was desiring to become a teenager when I was a kid, just to decide things that I wanted to do
such as watching a movie, scrolling screen, but in reality, it was not as I imagined. Actually, those moments of
being a little silly girl simply brightens my day now. Not worrying about what I should do in the next day, next
month or even in my whole life. These questions are really frustrating me right now. I know it's a precious phase

of human life that actually leads to my future, but I still wish that if I had enough time to appreciate my moment,
enjoying it with my family, and most importantly being genuinely happy around every one instead of worrying
about my insecurities, shyness and fear of expressing myself. So, I hope you understand that you should stop
wishing time away because I have already regretted those moments and don't forget to live in your small
moments for your whole life.

You must be 27 when you find this letter, so I think you might have experienced so many beautiful things as you
should. I don't want to ask general questions like “did you graduate? Where are you living?” or even “are you in
love?” type of questions, because you know what is in my mind right now. That is why I hope that these decisions
will make you happy. Places I have been daydreaming might become familiar to you. If so, good for you. Finally,
you are living in your fantasy.

Sometimes I feel like you are seeing me from somewhere right into my soul.
I have known you for a long time, and as I know you, I'm telling you that just don't lose yourself while going

through hard times. Maybe, you are in panic now searching for something that you don't know what it is. Because
this age is enough to mature yourself and time to shine through your life. Whether you succeed in achieving
what's in my mind now, or not, I will be here for you.

In the end, I am happy that such a beautiful creature came to this world. Love you!
Love,

Younger Khulan

Khulan

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