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          Christmas is a Sad Season                       season when you’re poor.”                      appeared with a tray of covered dishes, and Mrs.
                                                                 "Do you have any children, Charlie?"    DePaul came out of the living room. "Merry
                      for the Poor                        Mrs. Fuller asked.                             Christmas, Charlie," she said. "I had Mr. DePaul
                                                                 "Four living," he said. "Two in the     carve the goose early, so that you could have
                                                          grave."  The majesty of his lie overwhelmed    some, you know. I didn't want to put the dessert
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                                                          him. "Mrs. Leary's a cripple," he added.       on the tray, because I was afraid it would melt,
                                                                 "How sad, Charlie," Mrs. Fuller said.   you know, so when we have our dessert, we'll
          Then he thought about poor kids. He sat down
                                                          She started out of the elevator when it reached  call you."
          on a chair in the lobby and thought about them.
                                                          the lobby, and then she turned. "I want to give       "And what is Christmas without
                                                          your children some presents, Charlie," she said.  presents?" Mr. DePaul said, and he brought a
          They got the worst of it. Beginning in the fall,  "Mr. Fuller and I are going to pay a call now, but  large, flat box from the hall and laid it on top of
          there was all this excitement about Christmas   when we come back, I want to give you some     the covered dishes.
          and how it was a day for them.  After           things for your children."                            "You people make it seem like a real
          Thanksgiving, they couldn't miss it. It was fixed
                                                                 He thanked her. Then the bell rang on 4,  Christmas to me," Charlie said.  Tears started
          so they couldn't miss it.  The wreaths and
                                                          and he went up to get the Westons.             into his eyes. "Thank you, thank you."
          decorations everywhere, and bells ringing, and
                                                                 "It isn't much of a holiday for me," he        "Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!"
          trees in the park, and Santa Clauses on every
                                                          told them when they wished him a merry         they called, and they watched him carry his
          corner, and pictures in the magazines and
                                                          Christmas. "Christmas is a sad season when     dinner and his present into the elevator. He took
          newspapers and on every wall and window in
                                                          you're poor. You see, I live alone in a furnished  the tray and the box into the locker room when
          the city told them that if they were good, they  room."                                        he got down. On the tray, there was a soup, some
          would get what they wanted. Even if they               "Poor Charlie," Mrs.  Weston said. "I   kind of creamed fish, and a serving of goose.
          couldn't read, they couldn't miss it.  They     know just how you feel. During the war, when   The bell rang again, but before he answered it,
          couldn't miss it even if they were blind. It got
                                                          Mr.  Weston was away, I was all alone at       he tore open the DePauls' box and saw that it
          into the air the poor kids inhaled. Every time
                                                          Christmas. I didn't have any Christmas dinner or  held a dressing gown. Their generosity and their
          they took a walk, they'd see all the expensive
                                                          a tree or anything. I just scrambled myself some  cocktail had begun to work on his brain, and he
          toys in the store windows, and they'd write
                                                          eggs and sat there and cried." Mr. Weston, who  went jubilantly up to 12. Mrs. Gadshill's maid
          letters to Santa Claus, and their mothers and
                                                          had gone into the lobby, called impatiently to  was standing in the door with a tray, and Mrs.
          fathers would promise to mail them, and after
                                                          his wife. "I know just how you feel, Charlie,"  Gadshill stood behind her. "Merry Christmas,
          the kids had gone to sleep, they'd burn the     Mrs. Weston said.                              Charlie!" she said. He thanked her, and tears
          letters in the stove. And when it came Christmas       By noon, the climate in the elevator    came into his eyes again. On the way down, he
          morning, how could you explain it, how could
                                                          shaft had changed from bacon and coffee to     drank off the glass of sherry on Mrs. Gadshill's
          you tell them that Santa Claus only visited the
                                                          poultry and game, and the house, like an       tray. Mrs. Gadshill's contribution was a mixed
          rich, that he didn't know about the good? How
                                                          enormous and complex homestead, was            grill. He ate the lamb chop with his fingers. The
          could you face them when all you had to give
                                                          absorbed in the preparations for a domestic    bell was ringing again, and he wiped his face
          them was a balloon or a lollipop?
                                                          feast. The children and their nursemaids had all  with a paper towel and went up to 11. "Merry
                 On the way home from work a few
                                                          returned from the Park. Grandmothers and aunts  Christmas, Charlie," Mrs. Fuller said, and she
          nights earlier, Charlie had seen a woman and a
                                                          were arriving in limousines. Most of the people  was standing in the door with her arms full of
          little girl going down Fifty-ninth Street.  The  who came through the lobby were carrying      packages wrapped in silver paper, just like a
          little girl was crying. He guessed she was      packages wrapped in colored paper, and were    picture in an advertisement, and Mr. Fuller was
          crying, he knew she was crying, because she'd
                                                          wearing their best furs and new clothes. Charlie  beside her with an arm around her, and they both
          seen all the things in the toy-store windows and
                                                          continued to complain to most of the tenants   looked as if they were going to cry.  "Here are
          couldn't understand why none of them were for
                                                          when they wished him a merry Christmas,        some things I want you to take home to your
          her. Her mother did housework, he guessed, or
                                                          changing his story from the lonely bachelor to  children," Mrs. Fuller said. "And here's
          maybe was a waitress, and he saw them going
                                                          the poor father, and back again, as his mood   something for Mrs. Leary and here's something
          back to a room like his, with green walls and no
                                                          changed, but this outpouring of melancholy, and  for you. And if you want to take these things out
          heat, on Christmas Eve, to eat a can of soup.
                                                          the sympathy it aroused, didn't make him feel  to the elevator, we'll have your dinner ready for
          And he saw the little girl hang up her ragged   any better.                                    you in a minute." He carried the things into the
          stocking and fall asleep, and he saw the mother                                                elevator and came back for the tray. "Merry
          looking through her purse for something to put
                                                          At half past one, 9 rang, and when he went up,  Christmas, Charlie!" both of the Fullers called
          into the stocking—This reverie was interrupted
                                                          Mr. DePaul was standing in the door of their   after him as he closed the door. He took their
          by a bell on 11. He went up, and Mr. and Mrs.
                                                          apartment holding a cocktail shaker and a glass.  dinner and their presents into the locker room
          Fuller were waiting. When they wished him a
                                                          "Here's a little Christmas cheer, Charlie," he  and tore open the box that was marked for him.
          merry Christmas, he said, "Well, it isn't much of
                                                          said, and he poured Charlie a drink. Then a maid
          a holiday for me, Mrs. Fuller. Christmas is a sad                                                                     (Continued on Page 74)
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