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entered in some especial division of the   , but, for what I am aware, he never fought. His
               function was related to the Exterior Service because he spent almost all the war in Asia. And
               that’s all. In 1945 he was presumed officially dead because his destiny, it was said, was Berlin in
               the month of April, when that city fell in hands of the Russians. His corpse was «found» in a
               charred plane that was not able to take off due to it received a Russian shot of ordnance.

                      We were notified –continued my Mother– about his dead and many cried him until that
               in 1947, surprisingly, he made himself present here. The rest I’ve already told you; he was aided
               by the Kameraden and with a new identification he was prepared to begin «another life» in
               Argentina.    According  to  what  he  said  in  that  opportunity,  it  was  preferable  to  disappear
               forever because if the allies suspected about his existence they would not delay to search him. I
               think  that  it  a  decision  that  we  must  respect,  don’t  you  think  so?  –She  was  looking  at  me
               hopeful in that my «curiosity» be satisfied.

                      I decided to go on interrogating before her reaction.


                      –Yes Mom, I comprehend it and I appreciate what you have told me, but is missing the
               main thing. Where is my uncle now? –I shot it and it seemed as if the question would provoke
               her swoon.

                      –Arturo, my son, you are adult and smart, why do you ask what the prudence counsels
               not to know? He is fine; nobody has troubled him in all these years and it’d be desirable that no
               one do it before his near death. –Something passed  through her mind and she stood at me
               open-mouthed –. You are not thinking to go and see him? Oh no!

                      You must take out that idea from your head. He has lived 35 years in same site and
               everybody knows him by his new personality. It’d be awkward to put in danger such coverage
               for a caprice; it is important for me to talk with him to obtain some information that is possible
               that he possesses and that is as vital for me as the pure air that I breathe. About the security
               you don’t have to worry, in what can affect him the visit of a stranger for just one time in life?
               There are thousands of justificative reasons to receive a guest that then he’d never see again.

                      Because that is what I’ll do, Mom, I swear! Once I ask him what I want to know I will
               leave  and  I’ll  never  return      –I  was  trying  to  convince  her  with  any  argument  and  she,
               hesitating, looked to the vineyards as searching the protection of my father.

                      –Come on Mom, tell me where is he. I’ve the right to see my uncle once in my life.


                      Finally  she  was  decided  although  showing  great  contrariness,  and  while  she  was
               speaking, far to rejoice for my persuasiveness, I accursed internally the pain that I’ve caused her
               and the anguish that undoubtedly would produce this confidence; at least until the return from

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