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It was without doubts an intuition. When the meeting with Professor Ramirez ended
and the wise man mentioned that almost all the documents about the Druids had been looted
in Europe by the , I thought for myself –To whom I could ask about the Black Order and
their interest for the Druids? –In that moment it came to my mind the remembrance of such
night in my childhood. No logic relation that permits the association of both things. Nothing
rational. If I would have thought about it for one minute I’d surely rejected this supposition for
being absurd. But the recent events made me distrust from the «reason» and was then when,
following a hunch, I asked to my mother what had happened that night 33 years ago. And there
was the key! Inexplicably, unreasonably, there was a relation; because I wanted to know about

the and my uncle, about whom I did not know his existence, had been German military. And
of the !

I renounced to search any explanation and I concentrated in the night of the 21 of
January, when the narrated phenomenos occurred. Thenceforth, as I already said, I felt reborn,
and if I though on it was only with the objective to analyse the form in which two events of
different order, my mystic experience, and telluric movement, were connected. Because for me
there were no doubts that a non-causal relation, and synchronistical, existed between both
phenomenons. Which was similar to the case of the murder of Belicena Villca, when the killer,
in an act of demential pride, leaves the the irrefutable proofs of a terrible Power.

In January 21, the Matter, exalted to me, explodes in a seism of singular violence
synchronously with a mystical experience in which both events were confused impressively,
giving the sensation to be causally linked. If I would have believe it thus, I’d feel tempted to
think that my own psyche released the «seismic phenomenon» and that would be the moral
defeat of my Spirit.

This is just what Someone, the Author of the seism, wanted to make me believe, to stray
me. And this colossal ambush is another demonstration of infernal arrogance and pride.

The temptation to «dominate the phenomenons» is one of the primary errors in which
fall those who try to break through the Spiritual path. The only phenomenos that really matter
for a spiritual elevation are those that occur personal and qualitatively, not transferable nor
communicable. The concrete phenomenons, of collective perception, carry the seal of the
quantitative and material; the doubtful, otherwise, that can be produced by an act of will.

About this, the not specialized people is victim of an information intentionally confuse.

But I, in my quality of psychiatrist, I was familiarized with every kind of phenomenic
acts psychological pathologies or hysterical crisis. In the Neuropsychiatric Hospitals is
common, but obviously poor publicized, the manifestation of phenomenons of this type. It can

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