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losses into wins, and I conveyed strategies for ho w to do  thi s. Sometimes all the
                kids  needed  was  to  take  two  or  three  deep  br eaths   or  spl ash  cold  water  on  the ir

                faces   to   snap   out   of   bad   states   of   mind.   Other    times,   more   dramatic   actions
                were  called  for—if  I  felt  dull  during  a  diffi  lt  struggl e,  I  woul d  occasiona lly
                leave   the   playing   hall   and   sprint   fifty   yards    out side.   Thi s   may   ha ve   seemed
                strange  to  spectators,  but  it  served  as  a  complete  physiological  flushing,  and  I

                returned, al beit a bit sweaty, i n a br and- new  state of mind.
                    As an eighteen-year-old,  I had not yet refined  my metho do logy  for sna ppi ng
                into   pure   presence—this    system   is   the   subj ect   of   the   chapter,   Building   Your
                Trigger,   in   Part   III—but   I   understood   that    avoidi ng   the   rippl e   effect   of

                compounding  errors  had  broad  appl ication.       Then   somethi ng   hap pe ne d  in  my
                life that drove this rule into my soul .
                    It   was   my   habit   to   walk   the   two   miles   to   P.S.   116   every   Wedne sda y,
                planning  my  class  and  enjoying  the  city.  One  fall  afterno on  I  was  strolling  east

                along 33rd Street,  lost in thought and  headed  toward  the  school.  Everyone  who
                has   grown   up   in   Manhattan   knows    that    it   is   impo rtant   to   look   bo th   ways
                before  crossing  the  street.   Cars  run   light s  and   bi cyclists  ride   the   wrong   way
                down one-way streets.  Drivers are used to narrowly avoidi ng  bus tling  midt own

                crowds,   and   most   New    Yorkers   are   unt roubl ed   by    the   cacopho ny    of   sirens ,
                blaring   horns,   and   taxis   speeding   ten   inches   in   front    of   our    noses.   Thi ngs
                usually    ow nicely, b ut the margin f or error is slim.
                    There  I  stood,  within  the  maelstrom  of  the  midt own  rus h,  waiting  for  the

                light  and  thinking  about  the  ideas  that   I  woul d   soon   be  di scussing   with   my
                students.   A   pretty   young   woman    stood   a   few   feet   away   from   me,   wearing
                headphones  and  moving  to  the  mus ic.  I  noticed  her  because  I  coul d  he ar  the
                drumbeat.  She  wore  a  grey  knee-lengt h  ski rt,  a  black  sweater,  and  the   typi cal

                Manhattan     office   worker’s   white   sneaker s   for   the   trek   home.   Sudde nl y   she
                stepped right into the oncoming traffic. I gues s she  was conf us ed by  the  cha otic
                one-way     street,   because   I   remember    her   looki ng   the   wrong   way    do wn
                Broadway.  Immediately,  as  she  stepped  forward,  looking  right,  a  bi cycle  bo re

                down  on  her  from  the  left.  The  bi ker   lur ched  away  at  the  last  second  and  ga ve
                her  a  solid  but  harmless  bump.  In  my  memory,  time  stops   right   he re.  Thi s  was
                the critical moment in the woman’s life. She  coul d  hav e walked away uns cathe d
                if  she  had  just  stepped  back  onto  the   pavement,    but   ins tead   she   tur ne d   and

                cursed the fast-pedaling bicyclist.
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