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everything  settling  into  stillness,  hi s  who le  bo dy   becoming  molten  and  live.  I
                was  rapt.  From  the  stillness,  his  palms  floated  up,  the  simpl est  movement   was

                profound from this man,  and he began to lead  us  thr ough  the  open ing  po stur es
                of  the  Tai  Chi  form.  I  followed  along  as  bes t  I  coul d.  All  the  profundi ty  I  was
                struck   by   in   Chen’s   form   combined   with   a   sense   of   total   befuddl ement .   His
                grace was a world away. I  felt stiff and aw kw ard.

                    After  ten  minutes  Chen  broke  the  class  into  groups   and    I  was  put   with   a
                senior  student  who  patiently  described   the    bas ic  pr inci ples  of  Tai  Chi ’s  bo dy
                mechanics.  As we repeated the first few movements over and  over,  I was told  to
                release  my  hip  joints,  breathe  into  the  lower  abdo men,  relax  my  sho ul de rs  and

                back.  Relax,  relax,  relax.  I  never  knew   I  was  so  tense!  After  years  of  hunc hi ng
                over   a   chessboard,   my   posture   needed    serious    attention.   The   man   expl aine d
                that  my  head  should  float  as  though     it  were  sus pen ded   by   a  string   from  the
                crown point. T his felt good.

                    Over   the   next   few   months,   I   learned    the   sixty   bas ic   movements   of   the
                meditative    form.   I   was   a   beginner,   a   chi ld   learni ng   to   crawl,   and   the    world
                began   to   lift   off   my   shoulders.   Ches s   was   irrelevant   on   thes e   woode n   fl  ors.
                There  were  no  television  cameras,  no   fans,  no   suf focating  pr essur e.  I  pr acticed

                for   hours   every   evening.   Slowly   but    sur ely,   the   alien   languag e   be ga n   to   feel
                natural,   a   part   of   me.   My   pr evious    attempts   at   meditation   had    been
                tumultuous—a  ball  of  nerves  chilling      itself  out .  Now  it  was  as  if  my  ins ide s
                were   being   massaged     while   my   mind   fl  ated   hap pi ly   thr ough   spa ce.   As   I

                consciously    released   the   tension   from   one   part   of   my   bo dy    at   a   time,   I
                experienced  a  surprising  sense  of  phy sical  awareness.  A  subt le  buz zing  tickl ed
                my  fingers.  I  played  with  that  feeling,  and  realized  that   when   deepl y  relaxed,  I
                could   focus   on   any   part   of   my   body    and   become   aware   of   a   rich   well   of

                sensation that had previously gone u nno ticed. T hi s was int eresting.
                    From  my  first  days  at  the  school,  my  interactions   with  William  Che n  were
                stirring.  His teaching style was under stated,  his body  a well of information.  He
                seemed  to  exist  on  another  wavelengt h,    tapped   into  a  subl ime  reality  tha t  he

                shared  through  osmosis.  He  spoke  softly,  moved  deepl y,  taught   tho se  who   were
                ready  to  learn.  Gems  were  afterthought s,  hidden   beneath  the  br eath,  and    you
                could pick them up or not—he hardl y seemed to care.  I was amazed  ho w muc h
                of his subtle instruction went unno ticed.

                    A   beginner   class   usually   had   any wher e   from   thr ee   to   twenty   stude nt s,
                depending  on  the  day  or  the  weather.  My  favorite  sessions   were  rainy   or  sno wy
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