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As my heart & soul try to speak

There are no words to tell you how much my married life to Joyselyn means to me. She was given to me as a lifesaver. No

one has ever touched me so profoundly. I was no one without her. Not sure if I would ever be someone of value if I lost her.
She is my best friend, prayer warrior, best homemaker, and provider—a loving baker and cook. Always making sure that I’m

eating healthy. She never complains about cleaning the shit stains out of my shorts. She is my barber, my doctor, my
shoulder to lean on, and the lap where I lay my head. She is funny, and she laughs at my dry jokes. She will stand up and
defend me no matter what stupid act I might do. She is a great bookkeeper tending to all our home affairs. She has a heart

for helping anyone in need. I could go on and on about this Wonder Woman in my life. She never stops being wonderful and
strong. I want to say that I Love Her, So!

If I had the power to be the man she deserves, I would have filled those dreams of having her own home, the RAM truck

she likes. Flight lessons. But most of all, her health. When I pray, it is for her total healing. It angers me that The Lord has
seen fit to sit back on this one. This woman loves Him, speaks, and praises Him all the time. I know He is able; why is He not

willing? No matter what, I will not give up on Him. Just so hard seeing my Joyselyn in so much pain. She Does Her best to
hide it, but now it shows so sadly in her eyes.

Know that this woman’s love and prayers are responsible for anything favorable that might have become of me. Joyselyn is

this earth’s treasure to me. I know it would be an easy life to lay down for her. I am so ashamed that I am not the man able
to live for her. She is deserving of so much more. I hope the Father in heaven will forgive me for the flawed person I have
been, and if I have any rewards to come my way, they all pass on to this precious gift of a wife, my Joyselyn.

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